I could have that when I was like twenty, but was too stupid back then to work with it.

But I lost 30kgs very very quickly, ended up in a hospital with kidneys and when they released me there was a big party for fat girls I organized earlier. I got there in size 38 and ate about three or four steaks, because fckin hospital kidney diet.

I remember the admiration in the eyes of guys around when I devoured half the grill.

Also the sadness and hate of all my freshly gone girl friends😕