do i lowkey have a pee thing, which is fine, btw
do i talk like a valley girl
how much of me, the person, is in my words
Discussion
do you think, it would be fair, to anyone, who ever wanted to hangout, or anyone, who already knows me irl, is already my friend irl, my family
if on nostr and x and twitter i was Kayleigh Rose Amstutz instead of Chappell Roan
not a big deal to have done a writing art project as Chappell Roan
something entirely different to do it as Kayleigh Rose Amstutz
~and yet~ cos hold on a minute
even if someone was very determined to do a writing diary art project as actually themselves under their full name, a truman show torture thing, a truman show comedy, a truman show romcom, whatever flavor truman show,
even if intentionally setting out to actually do that? can a human being ever compress accurately into written silent words?
as far as i am aware, michael curzi is a full name and not an alias
if you read his twitter enough, do you know him?
ok what about also youtube tho
ok wasnt he streaming occasionally?
how much media does it take?
or is there no amount of media consumption that ever ever ever let's you out of the parasocial
let's say curzi has a new girlfriend
they roadtrip to jersey
accidentally stop by a coffee shop i am already inside of
her knit hat falls out of her messenger bag by me, my table, she doesnt seem to notice, i bend over to pick it up, to give it to her, curzi is ordering coffees distracted
she looks at me
i look at her as i hand the hat back
she says: thanks
i say: no problem.
i say: is that your boyfriend?*
(*this is fiction i would never say that that is an insane question and so out if bounds and inappropriate)
she says: yea
i say: oh how long?*
(*fucking insane would never)
she says: two weeks
i say nothing
do i sit back down at my table thinking to myself ~well, i know him way better than 2 weeks so whatever~
Absolutely Not
I Do Not Know Michael Curzi
this new girlfriend is phoneless btw
grew up in greenland
doesnt even know what twitter is
whats a youtube
do i know him better?
i know what twitter is
ive seen some of his youtube art videos
no i dont know him at all