Yea I'm very much in the middle of "leap and the net will appear" which in this moment just looks like just plummeting.

New state, transient living situation, no new job yet, my independent research isn't taking off, no social network built here, no prospect for a man. I planned on just selling my stack as a backup, but now price is down so it's not seeming like a great plan. I know for a fact that anyone in my position would be feeling like this, even without the sick puppy and skunk nonsense last night 😅

It's hard. But I have so much faith, because I've done this before many times in my life. It's hard, but I am following that song in my heart that God put there and God put it there for a reason. What a blessing, what an opportunity to showcase the strength of my faith. It's hard, but so is lifting heavy to get those sweet glute gains 😅 God is good and things are going to work out, I have faith. I know I have everything I need because I have that faith.

But it's hard, and sometimes it's important to just be honest and let it be hard and feel these feelings 🫂