I am so sorry to hear. Ooof all this is so mercury retrograde too. The system is calling for a redesign from the ground up and calling us for breakthroughs to new thresholds of reclaiming our sovereignty and birthrights. And that can be daunting when we are syphoned into survival mode. I honestly don't know how parents do it and not to speak of single parents. It's tough out there. This might sound impossible or counter intuitive but I feel there is potent medicine held in finding even a short window of a few minutes of solitude where you can regroup, ground down and come back to your center with the power of breath, clstillness, conscious silencing of the mind and meditation. It is a potent space especially in these incredibly unique times in the history of humanity from which we can participate as conscious creators of what's being birthed on earth at this time. a life will not remain this way.... Lots of massive changes are underway... This MO is on its way out... By which way is it going... Currently Soo Soo crucial to sit down and seriously take inventory and put your best conscious creators hat on and foot forward. Bless your life!