I see... I guess if you're able to acknowledge that self control is the root of cost worry, then you gotta do what you gotta do to.
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cost worry is the enemy here! i can pay for all the food but i need to not eat!
i have serious pain in my gut for now 2 days i'm so sick of it i colud scream... so instead i stabbed all those cardboard and hormone poisoning plastic sealants containers full of milk that has had the proteins utterly disorganised so they literally cause memory problems
and yesterday i just stocked my salata and i can't enjoy any of this shit because my gut is so unhappy and the salata is gonna go to waist by default so fuck all of it i don't want any food in my house for the next few days...
i have way too much resources in my body and way too much poisoning in my body... the only solution is to let it all drain out