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Many things over the years that have piled up since I was 15. Can’t even get into all of it we would be here all day. To sum it up moms dead, dads a dead beat abuser, my childhood friend/ex girlfriend is a manipulator who ruined my life. Bad at socializing with girls so I’m lonely as fuck and isolated. Police won’t stop harassing me because I can’t stop messaging her on Instagram. Only thing I got going for me is my Bitcoin haha but what good are future riches if you can’t maintain your mental health?
Hang in there bruh. Look at it as an opportunity to work on you and figure out what makes you tick. Pulling for ya man
Thanks I’ll try. Hopefully I get through this I always do so there’s hope but it still stick with you no matter what you do.
You are a lot stronger thank you feel.
All that shit... is shit. Carrying around guilt , remorse and anger... is so hard on the mind and soul.
But the good thing is understanding that it is shit. It is of no use to us. We want to use better mental tools.
But how do we go about that after being condition, formed and hardened by our experiences?
I agree with you man my conditions have made me stronger but also weaker both at the same time. Everyday I’m reminded of my past with the scars on my wrist from when I was 17 they’re so deep not even laser removal has got rid of them, I’ll probably get tattoos eventually but it’s like a metaphor for my mind as-well. Scars so deep nothing I do removes them. Bags on my eyes that don’t go away no matter the sleep I get. It really does take a tole on your soul.
Your a cool dude I see you around Nostr a lot and I appreciate you brother. 💜