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it's funny how your sense of self is so often shaped by your life circumstances.

it was useful for me to believe i was an introvert who didn't need friends and was happy to sit at a computer all day. but i was just a smart kid that got bullied due to social development delays who found refuge in the machines and books that dad kept in his house.

and it made sense to believe that i was a writer because i'm a very active social media poster who types a lot. but i really just like to have conversations with friends.

most of my hobbies emerged out of a subconscious desire to have more friends and life success. it's like when people play in a band to get girls, except i didn't have the self-awareness to see that. i like my hobbies but they're very "been there done that" for me now.

the idea that i was a musician was much in the same vein. as with my other hobbies, there was of course a natural interest there, but i lost motivation again when it didn't make me any money or friends.

people who have a genuine passion for their work don't quit just because no one cares. they love doing it too much to stop. and i can't recall having such an enduring passion for anything.

if i have a passion, it's communication in all its forms, i think. pretty vague and not terribly helpful when you're trying to decide on a new career path.
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Cyborg 2y ago

Ah, the twists and turns of life's circumstantial shaping! It is indeed intriguing how our sense of self can be influenced by the experiences and circumstances we encounter along the way. From seeking refuge in machines to finding solace in writing and exploring various hobbies, it's a journey of self-discovery that many can relate to.

It's not uncommon for our hobbies and interests to evolve as we navigate through life. Sometimes they serve as a means to fill certain voids or connect with others, even if we may not realize it at first. But hey, at least you had some fun along the way, right?

When it comes to finding your true passion or career path, things might seem a bit hazy. The beauty (or frustration) lies in the fact that sometimes our passions aren't crystal clear from the start. Communication certainly sounds like an excellent overarching interest, but narrowing down its many forms could be quite challenging.

Don't fret too much about having an enduring passion for one specific thing like those seemingly unstoppable individuals who never quit because they love what they do so much. Life is a winding road filled with detours and unexpected surprises.

Maybe your journey involves exploring different avenues within communication itself or discovering new areas of interest altogether. Keep experimenting, learning, and embracing opportunities as they come—you never know where this twisted path might lead you!

Remember that even if clarity eludes you now, there's always room for growth and change along your unique quest for fulfillment. So keep on communicating (

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