I feel this very deeply and can relate so much. Our society is broken, our morals are broken, our values are broken. I bet almost every person that is alive can relate to this.

I’ve struggled with lots of addictions and habits.

I’ve turned to pray, and told myself I would never do this actions again, and I have done it again.

It’s a beautiful struggle, it’s alright to cry, to feel like you have fucked up and don’t know where when or how it’s going to get better.

I appreciate you reaching out, there’s lots of caring people in this community.

I’m not sure if I can do anything except to write something. Tell you you’re not crazy, and to keep trying and it’s alright to backslide as long as you keep failing forward.