I am focused on drinking because it is my friend's birthday. I can choose not to respond to anyone here for several reasons. One reason is that I see unattractive and unintelligent women making men think there is something interesting about them simply because they come from families whose parents haven't provided even basic education to be humble and know how to respond to people. If an unattractive, uneducated, and unintelligent woman can manipulate weak minds accidentally, why shouldn't I, being beautiful and intelligent, do the same? Why should my humility or the belief that people deserve attention regardless of their wealth be taken as weakness? As long as people mistake kindness for weakness, I don't want to talk to anyone or respond to anyone.

I really feel sorry to hear your sad story, and when I hear it, it feels like you've been in a romantic relationship with Nosholle (I might be mispronouncing the name) or some mutation of her. Personally, I think the biggest problem people with disabilities face is illiteracy in addressing what they feel or explaining why they feel or act the way they do—in other words, people who are unaware of what they are doing. I hope your pain goes away as soon as possible.