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#24 - dave matthews - some devil

this song was not supposed to apply to my life... whatever its true meaning, it really, really hit me this year... one slow sad note after another... I couldn't get it out of my head.

very sad.

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dave matthews - some devil - lyrics

One last kiss, one only, then I let you go

Hard for you, I've fallen, but you can't break my fall

I'm broken, don't break me, when I hit the ground

Some devil, some angel has got me to the bone

You said, always and forever

Now I believe you baby

You said, always and forever is such a long and lonely time

Too drunken, still drinking

It's just the way I feel

It's alright, is what you told me

Cuz what we had was so beautiful

But I feel heavy, like floating, at the bottom of the sea

You said, always and forever

Now I believe you baby

You said, always and forever is such a long, lonely time

Some devil is stuck inside me

Why can't I set it free

I wish I was dead, and you're breathing

Just so that you could know

Some angel is stuck inside me

Why can't I set you free

You said always and forever

Now I believe baby

You said always and forever, such a long, lonely time

Stuck inside of me

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The End - 2025

I can't remember a year like this... historically I've been blessed with so many W's and great years after great years. But this one really hurt...

The past 12 months have been a 7.0 on the richter scale, and the tectonic plates continue to move... hard pushing forward when you're off-balance.

A smorgasbord of humongous life changes packed into this year... divorce, retirement, being "cancelled" by child, embracing Christianity, taking care of parent, removing alcohol from daily/weekly routine, new puppy, etc. It was epic in nature... and brutal at times. And that's not to mention all the crazy shiznit in the world that everyone else has been dealing with as well. What a freakin' year.

Looking forward to forging new pathways and solid footings in 2026, and enjoying continued signal on nostr. For now, I will continue with the grieving process. Merry Christmas and peace to you all.

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Merry Christmas and hoping for a better future for you.

TY WBT... your nostr signal is greatly appreciated. My future will be bright... and occasional storm clouds are just part of life... cheers.

The Beginning - 2026

At the end of every year I reflect on the past 12 months and set goals for the upcoming 12 months. I've been doing this for many years and it's been a successful routine.

I find that many people spend little time reflecting on the past. I have found there are many nuggets that can mined from the process of reflection and applied to the future.

I will start new beginnings this year and openly embrace the path forward... and I'm positive my life will continue to be amazing... happy new year and peace to you.

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