That sounds good too
Having a rough night. Saw the telephone pole I hit with my car today ( https://cumberland.crimewatchpa.com/nmiddletontwppd/14259/post/reportable-crash-vehicle-utility-pole ). Realizing how I could have died. Don’t think I’ve ever been so close when having had a seizure.
Feel like I’m putting this on Nostr because I feel alone and can’t keep talking to my mom about it.
I’m exhausted. I tried so hard to smile today. Never had so many people before tell me how glad they are I’m not hurt or worse, but it’s that same look I’ve seen for the past ten years after having had a seizure. Like I’m a different person than I was.
Don’t mean to complain. Not asking for zaps, reactions, or reposts. I just need to get out of my head is all.
Sometimes I look at my stack and think, “what am I doing this for? Why do I get up in the morning? Why do I go to work.
I’m not gonna do anything. Promise. I came to a point years ago that suicide is for cowards. I’ll die when God is ready for me.
Just don’t know what I’m doing… feeling lost.
Take things a day at a time. Anytime negative thoughts start to seep in do your best to clear out your head and your heart. You aren’t hurt or worse so just write down, voice or find any positive outlet to express yourself. Take a slow, steady deep breath and reassure yourself that even if you might feel alone or empty that you are not.
Gator tail is phenomenal especially with a little hot sauce
Hello there my fren
Deleted primal and reinstalled it. Issues with adding videos and pictures so this is a test note #nostr #plebchain #nostriches
Looking forward to seeing my wifey nostr:npub1v7kvu9msvksdujxj7ln65qwkrr59g05rxtnhxx28lru54au9tcjsutyggw 💜🥰 tonight, and connecting with like minded humans.🫂💜💫🧡 #bitcoin meetup tonight!
Happy weekend fam! LFG 👏🏻🥳💜🧡🚀⚡️
Sounds fun! 🏴☠️
GN 😴
Watch it appears during the halving 😂