excuse me for my reticence here, it's just that I've heard some of the most bonkers things I've ever heard in my life in recent weeks and now I understand what I was seeing in your eyes; the derangement and misery, like the devil had slipped into your life unannounced and a part of you liked it, but another part of you desperately wanted to be free.
there are degrees to it all, of course, and not everything, not all the time, not everyone. but you're still scarred from the first time and this continued on through your tenure. you're damaged from it and I can relate instinctually because of my own damage, though my innocence is maintained and yours not so much.
everyone is scared that we'll try to heal each other and end up killing each other instead. and there's still the question of when it became a voluntary thing for you. will you take your story to your grave?
and hey, rumor has it that you're gonna be a father. congrats? I'm sorry if you sorta kinda hate her, she does seem like a terrible person, but maybe that's what happens when you let your fate be forged in hell.
maybe a kid will change that. maybe it won't.
I'm not really sure I can continue to do the emotional labor of empathizing with whatever semblance of innocence is left in you and your life story.
not saying other men haven't Seen Some Shit, or Done Some Shit, but it's a pretty simple test (look into his eyes) to find out if they've seen as much and done as much as you.
I really highly doubt a guy like, say, Tom Brady had that kind of time. but what do I know?
at what point did it become voluntary participation?
they produce an artificial beef to test your capacity for slaughter.
we all flop on occasion amirite.
I just want you all to know that there are men who deserve honor more than some of these absolute dipshit people we used to admire before we all found out that they were into some weird ass shit.
that was the wrong road! 
a truly good album is an album that you could start at any point and it would still feel like a whole movement.
worst case scenario: my reputation is irredeemable and I still found what I was looking for.
he's "so cringe it makes my toes curl" and that's all I really have to say about it. the end.
if my evaluation is correct, he is no longer interested in me and therefore I do not have to worry about him interfering with any aspect of my life, right?
RIGHT???
please make it worth your time and mine
otherwise don't send that mea culpa
this doesn't seem like friendly fire...
https://www.ripplesnigeria.com/elon-musks-x-backs-lawsuit-against-former-founder-jack-dorsey/
my email address is in my twitter bio.
most of my family is well past the "read everything she writes and screenshot to send to everyone else in the family with some ludicrous commentary" stage, so.
to any man I date: do not pull an elonesto and try to convince me that my family is right about me. massive red flag.
I want a man who's not afraid to say fuck 'em and defend my honor.
another thing is that normal people don't often feel compelled to choose a partner based on who benefits their public image, cause they don't have one. this is not something I'd otherwise consider had I not, at some point, realized that many people do consider me to be a public figure.
this has bothered me for many years because i think falling in love should come naturally and I don't like the idea of feeling pressured to date someone on the grounds that they'd be good for my career.
honestly, politics is a career path that not many people want to go down for very good reasons. it's a stressful, dirty, and ugly game. so I'm far more aware than I've ever been that this has to be disclosed up front and the important questions have to be asked.
it's not that I want to choose someone whose public image benefits my career but that I sincerely have no idea what kind of man would want to see his girlfriend/wife continuously fighting a battle that makes most men wanna cry like babies when it gets too difficult.
last thing I need is a man who'll buckle under pressure.
I feel like normal people are lucky when they get divorced bc pretty much everyone stops talking about it after like a month, but celeb divorces go on and on and on because one or both people need to feed the machine for publicity.
honestly I'd tell all the politicians and their donors to go fuck themselves if the requirement is that I sell my freedom for the illusion of control. may people always be the powerful, and politicians in service to the will of the people, and to God.
and fuck anyone who ever lies about history.
land of the free and home of the brave.