close the feedback loop.

no matter what people say, living well is the best revenge. I would not say that living at the White House drinking a lot of diet coke and eating like shit is living well. I would not say that living in a state of fear while being watched and tracked and handled is living well. being surrounded by people who never tell me the truth is not living well. never getting to travel independently is not living well.

in all honesty, aside from the joy of children, working your whole life away and never enjoying the fruit of your labor is not living well. at some point, it is necessary to just...stop.

personally, I can't be around people who are spiritually sick in that they fight all day about the same shit ad nauseum, have no outdoor hobbies, spend an enormous amount of time on computers, only care about business stuff, live in a little bubble where everybody has to be just like them.

I detest the labeling system of the autistics (no offense) because humans are far more interesting when they aren't qualified in someone's brain as a this or that. ok, whatever, I have my own opinions, but it's not in my nature to distance myself from humanity that way. the real adventures in life are not the ones in my head, or some fantasies about going to space, they're *out there* in the world, on this planet.

I hate being Homestuck and I don't like people who don't like the beach. isolation sucks. that's the life I'd have in the company of *those people* because they aren't really very free in a meaningful sense. it's sad to me how all of this idiocy is really just about ensuring I don't enjoy my life too much, cause there's work to do or because there's something to prove.

but I've never, and I do mean never, have been blind to this. it's why everything in my entire body and soul recoiled at the thought of being with someone whose life seems like a literal Shakespearean tragedy. I don't actually care about the cars or the rockets or the brain implants or the brand. truly, I have no desire or interest to participate in the social circle either.

there are moments where it all just seems like a hellscape and I would like this entire drama to end by being forgotten by *them*. on the app, it's all just endless, relentless fanfare and competition to enter into that club. I'm sorry but what about it is even enjoyable if you don't buy into the delusions of a man whose promise is to fix everything wrong with everyone but himself?

anyways, it was always a matter of "which one of these men actually believes in freedom?" and I'm not talking some autistic, minimized version of freedom, but freedom from appeasement, too. imo, somebody should explain that all I want is freedom from that mafia whose fascination and obsession would otherwise know no bounds without legal application. he framed it all wrong, imo, because he did not understand that a part of me is *happy* that nobody would let him just get away with it.

truly, all I could ever see myself having with that man is a life of misery. and his abuse of the system to stand in the way of my own dreams is a matter that I no longer wish to fight, save for receiving whatever compensation is due to me and having the assurance that this will never ever happen again. unfortunately, I'm not really sure what else the man might do to interfere with my personal life, so it's important to be with someone who is ultimately immune to all of it.

I have only believed that to be possible for one person, because I trust in his ability to evolve beyond his own ego. but actually, I have had to evolve past my own ego, too. like. if someone desires to take something from me, ok take it, but you cannot have me or my time or my joy in life. take the inspiration of the idea and do whatever you want but leave me alone. I won't worship what you worship and I don't want to impress the people you need to impress.

the rat race is over, not because of some capitulation but because I've already won and I know that. I was right about pretty much everything. all that has remained is just the redundancy of signals and counter signals and retorts. politics is literally the dumbest application of my intelligence and so is that entire "relationship of command".

I don't know what else to say except "it is finished" and "let the chips fall where they may".

done :)

well, first step to happiness is uninstalling that stupid app.

I actually hate the way celebrities live. everything is so fake and gay and soulless.

all I ever wanted was just to be paid for my work so I could disappear and be anonymous until I die.

I don't want to work for the government ever. those people are too retarded and boring. sometimes I can't wait to die.

throw away my phone and never go on twitter again. be completely untraceable. just do gardening and farming. never ever have to encounter these idiots again. never write on the internet for the rest of my life. forget about all of the drama and fighting. I don't even want all the money. I would rather just let them take it and fight over it forever while I do peaceful things that make me happy.

I want to go to Japan and live like Hayao Miyazaki.

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I do find the incestuousness of both PRISM and Palantir to be funny cause it's like, ok, you have all my data, you hack my devices, you can listen to me shit...now what? only other thing after that is to stalk and harass or get so obsessed you end up committing a crime, which you then have to cover up, and then bribe government officials to blame the target or ignore the altogether.

Congress, obviously, doesn't want to acknowledge this because every time they get the AIPAC money they get the PRISM/Palantir Bennies in the Bennies Package. it's a literal club where you get money in exchange for being compromised.

literally being involved in any sort of cult makes you think you're only supposed to respect human life if those people align with your ideologies. not exactly a good baseline for governance. it's what the woke left and woke right have in common, which is why I low-key think many of these New Tech Right dudes should have stayed where they were and battled it out instead of making actual conservatives take them in and shelter them like sad little babies.

fellas, you had your own ambitions and you diluted the fervor of true conservatism so we'd be more sympathetic toward weird degenerate stuff. sorry you got harassed by too many transgenders, yes we're all scared about them, but the thing you forgot to bring was faith in something other than nothing and your machine gods.

too many Christians on this side to feel uncomfortable praying and saying the name "Jesus".

welcome to the the American Right Wing.

even Trump had to learn that one and I'm glad he did.

I honestly don't know how hard it is to understand but if you, a rich man, feed false information to the literal FBI and they act on it without evidence, you can't exactly JUST blame them for their wrongdoing, you must ALSO be blamed for misleading them for the sake of damaging YOUR personal target. THAT is weaponizing the government, too.

would it even matter if I WAS schizo? no. and I'm not. everyone knows that now. but you know what IS schizo? thinking nobody will ever find out who you really are because you've got an entire blackmail racket protecting you.

literally cannot believe that man tried to hide behind victims of rape gangs when he was (allegedly and actually) behind a rape gang himself.

my guess is he was just trying to downplay it as "not as bad as this other thing, so it's fine!" uh, yeah, that's not the way it works. JUST ASK THE ELDEST SONS!

"their mother is a flaming liberal who believes in X/Y/Z Wrong Thing!"

uh, but you're still a known abuser. like.

cool trends, bro.

*pokes internet with stick*

"C'MON PEOPLE! FOCUS ON THE ISSUES THAT I LIKE! IT WAS JUST A SILLY PLANE CRASH INVOLVING FIGURE SKATERS AND THEIR FAMILIES! YEAH, I KNOW THAT SCHIZO WHO CALLS ME HER 'INTERNET HUSBAND' LOVES FIGURE SKATING AND HER FORMER LOVER WHO I HATED WAS A SKILLED RUSSIAN ICE HOCKEY PLAYER BUT WHO CARES!!! THERE ARE ONLY TWO GENDERS, REMEMBER?!" - the rat inside elon musk's brain, probably

jk I'll do it myself: 18

can somebody make a tweet counter for how many tweets it takes elon to acknowledge a tragedy that happened right on his new porch, since he loves engagement baiting tragedy so much?

like. can we at least get a reply guy "wow" bud?

the thing about basking in the constant flow of public attention and affection is that it can either be a place where you abuse your privilege or use it to be a good light, to show how much you care. having a platform like that is such a huge responsibility because the whole world is watching you and analyzing you.

there are people still strapped to airplane seats while he tweets about going to space and how stupid liberals are and how clown world everything is.

how about responding to something that literally happened within miles of your location, since you're an expert reply guy? how about saying, "this is extremely tragic and I'm here in the city and will do whatever it takes to help out." ya know, like a real man.

there's something worse than having the woke mind virus and that's being the richest man in the world and having a deep spiritual illness of the soul.

mind viruses can heal upon learning new information but spiritual illnesses require divine intervention.