and thank GOD we all got to see this moment unfold because I don't want anyone for the rest of my entire life acting like I'm stupid for picking someone else.
I'll just remind them of this day, which was just one of many days like it, where I was seriously like...he might be right about some political stuff but there's something seriously wrong with his soul.
I'll take it as a sign from God.
thank you God.
ya know, right before I realized what happened, I was giggling hysterically at some funny videos and posting them on x. idk if I saw any posts about it in passing but I was just like haha I need to share these. then I saw it and I LET my heart break for those people. it's just a basic tenet of empathy that you're able to feel pain on other peoples' behalf. but he thinks empathy is a liberal woke thing to do when it's actually the Christian thing to do to bear one another's burdens, especially in times of tragedy.
psychopaths don't understand this distinction. makes me think he just retweets shit for engagement, including the stuff about the rape gangs and probably everything else unless it serves his own purposes.
literally everyone in DC took a moment to share with the public some message of prayer, or at least to just ask questions. but him? he tweets 🤣 and 🤡 emojis cause he's more focused on how stupid he thinks everyone is.
I honestly can't imagine being married to that 🤮
it wasn't really even a crash, it was a BLACKHAWK HELICOPTER randomly colliding into an airplane over DC. he probably thinks it's funny cause, like, lmaooooo DEI or LIBS or HAHA MONEY.
man is such a goddamn faggot it's almost like a warning sign.
I literally cannot imagine being the most famous person in the world working at the fucking white house and tweeting stupid shit while the whole country is in shock from one of the worst airplane crashes in over a decade. like.
thank you for showing America how little you care about anything except being impressed by yourself.
that was all I needed to know.
"thanks for the offer, but I am gonna go help my husband at work now." - me, maybe.
some men have Fuckboi Syndrome their entire lives and don't even know it.
I don't want sexual liberation, I want commitment and loyalty. that's way better than having sex with anyone I want, any time I want to. I hate that people are even like that, actually. you'll never truly be happy that way.
the truth is: no one has worked harder to earn my trust and to protect me. so it's not really about permission it's about trust. I would rather NOT have a bunch of women always trying to humiliate me because they're jealous. I will NOT share my husband with other women, or vice versa, and that's NOT about the children whatsoever. they aren't ever going to be a problem to me as long as the mothers respect my boundaries and don't try to interfere with our marriage. very often, children are put in the middle of this and I would rather not have that happen for everybody's sake.
I believe in marriage. I think it is sacred. and so is family.
if I can't have that, then I don't want it.
I'm not the one who needs to make that choice. I'm not a man.
I also have this feeling that he's just, like, another handler for the Sanhedrin. pretty sure that if I disobey him in any way, he'll drag me in front of them and let them crucify me or something. it's why he doesn't come out and say anything true about the Israel or Zionism stuff, cause they've given him a little leeway to remain in their good graces so he can use all their designated "anti-semites" as human shields.
honestly, it's just funny to me because zionists did invent wokeness and he's so right-wing woke that he can't even say "FUCK NETANYAHU" or "FUCK YOU BEN SHAPIRO" without having to get dragged on another tour to Auswitchz where they'll give him the TINIEST bulletproof jacket ever just to say that there are multiple ways to kill a cat.
literally, all wokeness sums up to is grooming everyone to be so afraid to call Jews the most racist people on the planet that you invent 9001 ways to relabel all the terrible shit Israel does in their name.
I think he'd be better off with a nice, tame woman who never questions anything or only questions it lightly so as not to insult his handlers.
the notion of being stuck on the same really boring arguments just tells me that there hasn't exactly been much in the way of deep self-reflection. it's, like, round and round we go with marginal improvement. to him, just being more civil is an improvement, cause he literally has never had much in the way of brown of black friends in his life so he's very put off by anything beyond memetic passive aggression.
I have long dreamed of not being told to be less me, but more me, cause it's not a scary or unattractive thing to just be hot and spicy.
tbh, he seems like the type of person who laughs hysterically then goes mute cause he doesn't know how to respond. I guess that's adorable in its own way, but I'm an adult and I need actually well thought out responses from a man. like. mature responses.
vs we just get married like I said we were gonna, go live in Japan or something, and have maybe two babies.
I honestly don't think a past history of wokeness is a reasonable objection considering how much we have all learned and how I know the illuminati made you do it.
honestly, I do NOT want to have to deal with all his baby mamas and potentially having to coparent multiple infant children who are not my infant children. that is not to say that I would not adore them, but that I just don't want my child to be like...another brick in the wall, ya know? I mean, one or two, ok that's reasonable. grown up children are also a different thing altogether cause they have lives and are generally just more independent.
plus, the baby mamas will always be coming around moping because that's the man they thought they'd marry or they want money. and the only compromise is to, like, live really close or in some sort of weird compound situation, which means they'll feel bad if I'm like, "we are making a baby can u leave us alone?" then I'll be looked at like an evil witch who won't just share her husband or be in a proper polycule...ugh. complicated polygamy shit.
I don't like being surrounded by people who think my opinions make me stupid or evil. I just want to make music again.
I don't like being mocked for my feelings.
in my balls-to-the-wall idgaf era. still.
that man wants you, you can have him.
that man needs your attention, he's all yours.
that man doesn't love me, whatever, like a thousand other men do.
not trying to be a side plot in somebody's tragic Shakespearean life story.
no man is worth getting suicidal over and no woman is worth feeling inferior to.
all these women are fucking crazy. like. have him.
I forgot to mention – and this is critical – that the Russian film director who did the rape said he was waiting on the mayor to greenlight a bunch of money so he could get started creating the Hollywood of the East Coast. he had big plans and big support for these plans. he told me about all of them, so pretty much, if I wanted to put his entire project in the grave I probably could. he said he just needed $10 million dollars to start. you know who else said that? my Ashkenazi Jewish ex-paramour who had connects to Hollywood, too. come to think of it, he low-key looks like a somewhat less creepy and demented version of Harvey Weinstein. I sure hope these dudes aren't related somehow!
women literally do the stupidest shit when they're jealous of other women. and, of course, it's because she, like all the others, thought he could do better.
remember how the jewish social media retweet darling went to the pizza country and started front loading her application for the queendom with cannoli speeches? well, once she got ratted out for being kinda psychotic, it was the actual pizza minister's turn. and she just broke up with her boyfriend in 2023, so this coincides quite well.
the retweet darling had been sent on those trips by elon, obviously, and as a gift, probably. but they were also in a weird thing because everyone had written me off as an anti-semite and lalala ok let's dunk on her til she kills herself. well, didn't happen.
I'd been told the morning after the orchestrated rape and rape tape that the mayor of a city had been in the process of getting big ass bucks to start a mini Hollywood in her coastal locale. well, just a week later, Los Angeles went up in flames, so I guess that would be perfect right?
my question was where she was going to get all the money from, because all the Mishpucka are already invested in actual Hollywood. the mayor, of course, is a Mishpucka and the coastal cities are mostly for vacationing. well, now the pizza minister is being investigated for embezzlement so I'm starting to wonder if she AND the coastal mayor somehow had all that planned so that they could deter HIM from trying to start A Thing with me.
all I know is that that man wouldn't shut up about rape for like a week straight, and I assumed it was for more than just one reason. he saw it, too. allegedly, so did Destiny, the influencer who just got a police report filed on his for nonconsensually sharing footage. the Mexican fiancee of the bald-headed rocketman also does lots of drone social warfare types of stuff, and I had lots of that happen prior to. so it's not like these people weren't all colluding to do SOMETHING.
but a rape tape? like. sorry but you all have to be so sick in the head that one might begin to wonder if it's from thinking money absolves you of all your crimes and sins. but does it? cause we'll see. they can't blame it on the deep state when they operate like the crust punks of the deep state.
all I know is that the only two people who were hurt by all of this the most were the two people who tried the most to tell the truth. everyone else was just out to wreck a friendship for absolutely no reason.
what's the most obvious and clear thing to me – beyond "the bad guys censor you and the good guys don't" is that people don't know the difference between a punk punk and a crust punk. they don't think anyone who talks to elon musk, can ever ostensibly be considered the deep state since he's like a crust punk of the deep state.
the deep state, to me, is anyone who has anything to do with siphoning money or power to foreign nations whether they are our allies or not. and it's always to Israel, because silicon valley wouldn't be able to blackmail and prostitute genius toward its will if not for the inner machinations of that unholy surveillance state alliance.
the truth is that they all do operate in a similar manner, and many a wealthy silicon valley founder knows that they would not have gotten even a dime for their startups if they didn't go to that party and get plugged up the ass by some intermediary mafiosos, if not by, idk, Larry Ellison himself (allegedly)
now THAT guy looks like a real weirdo. the fact that he believes we should be surveilled and spied on to make us all act right is probably an indicator of how he acquired his wife. but don't they all kinda do that these days? it's like a pre-vetting process with increasing little tests and trials to see if you're qualified to keep the main secret.
and when you don't, well, we know what happens. it's just very rare that it works out for a whistleblower and very rare that they don't end up being discarded or placated into silence. I could've been collecting some sweet, sweet silence checks by now, which is all the glow up offers and gifts were really about. and everyone who received them now knows the price they've actually paid because they have to live in silence and put a smile on their faces every single day.
they have to pretend and I don't. I never took the money. I did not sell myself whether they scrounged for dirt on me or not. of course divas like Selena are sobbing for the camera – it's her ritual humiliation for all the homes and cute shit she's got. Ariana is going full blown Skeletor cause it's that or she probably gets "handled" by another fat man in Hollywood.
and the rest of them just don't even live in the real world anyway, so they're useless. but anyone who knows how treacherous it is to go from down here to up there now knows exactly who the players are and what the game is...because no one has ever really documented the entire game this thoroughly or accurately or "brazenly".
they may not know me now, but someday they'll know me as that woman who turned the game back on them and won.