No one has ever believed it enough to make it real.

I was actually pondering this after today's morning shower. I used to weigh 140kg about 10 years ago and I would've given anything to lose just a few kilo back then.

Nowadays my weight is between 85-90kg and I still feel like an ugly nerd sometimes.

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Normies think I'm anti-American. I’m just against any oligarchy everywhere.

This past week was my wakeup call: I need to do my own thing.

Let's see how much I can get done this weekend. Lots of work ahead.

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GM nostr

Mikrowelle, Skalarwelle.

Damn those loom pristine.

These lists are basically useless if they're this generalistic.

Take an engineering product. Should I eliminate backup & recovery because it doesn't drive my growth because everyone takes it for granted?

What's the supposed leverage for my business to have a CoS? If there is a valid reason, why hide it with LinkedIn speak?

So this is what a 5 day week feels like. 🫥

Thought it to be some sort of joke when I read it here. Then I found the link to the schedule on Mastodon of all places. Including this gem:

https://drewdevault.com/2025/01/16/2025-01-16-No-Billionares-at-FOSDEM-please.html

> I do not want to platform Jack Dorsey on this stage. To that end, I am organizing a sit-in, in which I and anyone who will join me are going to sit ourselves down on the Janson stage during his allocated time slot and peacefully prevent the talk from proceeding as scheduled.

First the protest blocking the stage at #38c3 and now this. This forced culture war won't result in anything good.

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Whaaat.

https://fosdem.org/2025/schedule/event/fosdem-2025-4507-infusing-open-source-culture-into-company-dna-a-conversation-with-jack-dorsey-and-manik-surtani-block-s-head-of-open-source/

> 5 days, 2 hours, 13 minutes, 45 seconds

and still kicking.

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I'm curious enough to try it after it being talked about at Opt Out: https://fountain.fm/episode/lL9CwL3mXBSmSJTKLMGd

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Du! Du hast!

Fürrrrr meinähh doitsche Minenarbeiter-Gefolgschaft!

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Danke für die Empfehlung. Hoffe der neue Touch findet seinen Weg auch dorthin.

Musste sehr laut lachen, btw.

That's quite common.

I actually used cannabis to force myself to relax despite my body being more tense when I'm stoned but I'm a stubborn idiot.

Wouldn't recommend, there are better options. If cannabis makes you tense, try cold showers or grounding instead.

Combine with breathing exercises (not at the tsame time though) and you'll gain a lot more control over your nervous system.

Thanks to #geoengineering and military operations like Operation Seaspray and the #plandemic I'll never walk through thick fog without thinking I might be breathing in Serratia marcescens and other bacteria for the foreseeable future. 😔

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Operation_Sea-Spray