If you not buying you crying
#bitcoin #GSBAM 
If I don't take my Adderall or my Xanax My anxiety and executive dysfunction are so bad that I can't even take care of myself properly.
I Don't disagree with you. I've seen It ruined people's lives before because I've been with people whose lives it's ruined. But for me was somebody with severe mental illness it saves my life. And I thank god for it honestly.
Sorry to disagree with you bud, but meds save my life. Some people need them to live.
My souls got stains for sure.
AA is another way to heard people who are weak and down to Jesus.
I'm not saying it doesn't work either, I've seen people change.
But there's a difference between being spiritually sick and physically ill.
Me: "I feel like absolute shit today."
*Looks over at pill organizer with none of today's pills missing*
Me: "Oh, well that'll do it."
PuraVida, good morning every pleb π«π
I was shocked at how my nice it felt when I was touching it, I'm glad I pre/post overnight conditioned, I honestly think that's what saved meπ₯΄
The braided bantu knots were not functional when I wanna wear wigs. I took them out and rebraided my hair in a way that it makes it easier to change styles.
Heres some pics and a speed run video of me taking my hair down, putting it into an afro then the results of my plaits to keep my hair neat/protected. I was on the phone so I didnβt get a Timelapse of it π
(I can't wait to learn hot to cornrow on myself)
#blackisbeautiful #haircare #selfcare #playingaround https://video.nostr.build/624ba0c7e964077b2e9bdc221194b30484ae53ed3469de988266f635c759c9a7.mp4 
I got up and my bowels are moving to the bathroom, I think that's an accomplishment.
Y'all real funny to be celebrating a country that don't give a shit about you.
Can't get out of bed today.
PuraVida, good morning every pleb π«π
"When I'm afraid I lose my mind, hits fine it happens all the time. isolation caved, I adore you the sound of your skin."
#tunestr #feelstr
Exactly, learning to be unbothered by the constant manipulation is hard.
I'm glad you were able to gain your peace by separating yourself from himπ«
I forgot to ask my doctor for sleeping meds ):
Now I can't just sleep until I don't hurt anymore.
Love good morning texts from my narcissistic mother
(I asked if I'm coming back home and she said she'd send me money to help with basics I needed, granted I was crying because I'd just found out my older sister was moving to another state and hadn't said anything to me about it so she was just saying anything to shut up) 
PuraVida, good morning every pleb π«π