if your mad i have to ask for help, look at what you have and then put yourself in my position .

If anyone wants to get a girl a room for the night~

{None of my "family" wants to}

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tall enough bitches are beneath me🤔

I can't afford to keep staying in hotels anymore. I've been having a hard time finding a place or establishing a residence so i can do for myself.

Instead of being given that opportunity I'm just being told to go to a shelter, or call a social worker or do whatever gets my parents say. So they dont get in trouble for their abuse and get paid as they have spent my entire life establishing/making sure I "can't" take care of myself.

It's been vital that i show i have the ability to care for myself in a responsible manner after never having the independence or freedom to do so without being stuck in the confines of someone else's limitations.

I refuse to limit myself, if that makes me delusional sure. I'm delusional for trying to push myself into a better life after recognizing that the system my parents so desperately want me dependent on, doesn't work.

Just because i can't "work" doesn't mean i'm not able to function.

I mean it sounds "selfish" but that's what we all want, right?

To be able to help people, our communities, the world, even the earth itself in the most positive and effective way..

ت

honestly the best way to shave to avoid i grown hairs. especially if you have curly hair🙌🏾

honestly, both when i'm able to focus🧘🏾‍♀️

Mornin' #nostr

11:11🪷

i'm still alive. taking it day by day.

i hope you and the fam are doing well 🫶🏾

GM/PV Seth~

morning #nostr

I'm starving I can't sleep and I still wanna wake up early to take my drivers permit test

Fr😂😂😂

what's everyone up to?

Morning #Nostr ~

hate black olives green ones are okay but i always feel like i'm licking an armpit.

i wonder how CO-Chappy is doing cuz this is exactly what he said.

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almost-

{i forget how tall i am sometimes}

#balence #headstan

https://video.nostr.build/1e019df596c559bd7fd0a692116c9bbdef8caead06f00d82887bcb85b1735e78.mp4

is that why canada smells like that?

oh, I never saw myself as a victim. I just see myself being abused and i'm sick of it. there's only so much a person can take

I love black women, but we can be our own worst enemy, especially in terms of resources and family dynamics.

I told my parents I was doing his whole bitcoin thing and my goals for my career but because they don't see it the same way it doesn't matter what I do. I'm not going to get the help or support that i need.

everything that I've built for myself has been destroyed out of spite because sometimes your own people hate to see you succeed.

no one's going to be satisfied until

i'm in a mental health facility because they dont wanna confess the abuse they keep perpetuating

There's an #ATLBitPlebs meet up today like a mile from where I am now 🌝

I'm excited to see if I make it!~

GM PV! Heather ~

morning #nostr

It's my Birthday #nostr.

i'm grateful for the events that happened during the same time in past years.

I love you #Plebs

GM #nostr

If someone wants to send me to the Doctor since my hotel doubled because my parents decided to ruin my birthday gift to myself.

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i've been kept from making any income for months just put me in a situation that will land me in jail/psych facility. so i can continue to be an extra social security number for their free use.

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g'morning #nostr

Them bitches will not be seeing me in the long run, long haul, long nothing.

Ive had a long run of abuse I'm done, they should've educated themselves better.

they refuse to recognize it as anything.

so I'm not doing anything therefore I'm not contributing and just a burden.

my parents would rather lie to me instead of helping me get some land so I can start my Homestead and be stable while I deal with the court case that tgey caused by called the cops on me after i was sick of being abused and blew up on them.

last time i'll be laying in a bed for a while.

my mother sent the pastor $100 so I could have a room to stay in tonight but won't give me the money so I can have a roof over my head unless it's where she dictates.

not even the church will help me escape my abusers.

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oh you mean this broken POS that a company i worked tried to overcharge me for ?

gm #nostr

afternoon #nostr ☀️🫂

awww hell yeah-

#memes

I was blessed/cursed with the front side of my legs being hairy but the underside smooth?

At least folks are safe if I put my legs on them😂

FUCK RUSSELL

My cousin after church: "Do you want to get married or do you want to stay single ?"

my mind:

'i wanna not be abused, i want to understand that theres someone (or not someone) out there who can make me feel like a person and i'm actually truly loved.'

what came out:

"Idk, i'm not opposed, whatever happens."

*boops*

beautiful photo, thank you!

GE kingbee (and nostr:npub16eumpaxffppswucpeysysrya9uk39j06d5gr2tsnf6cupq3f4jdqyft6jc by ext)

What the fuck ever, it's not like I wanted to anyway.

{clawing my own skin off}

#FuckTheState

gm bäretta~

#bloomstr

i be wanting to say some unserious stuff during serious times to comfort myself.

{i was NOT the kid who would laugh when getting yelled at by my teacher}

Just like the US government decisions about my life are being made without any upfront information or concern for my well-being by the same people who put me in the position i'm in.

i know how to take responsibility and that's exactly why i'm "in trouble".

i'm not gonna be treated like shit and expected to stay wherever because relatives can't make their minds up on how fuckin stupid, brainwashed, and demented theh are.

the police wouldn't even let me get the kittens that i'd been taken care of and now i'm worried that that they could die.

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after being on family/relatives property: i was once again removed from the "safe place" i was suppose to be allowed and was sent to stay because of TRULY MENTALLY ILL persons.

I was given 10 min to get "essentials" and leave after being lied on for speaking the truth. And showing how i had established residence ans i'd been there for several months.

i will not continue to be abused and have decisions about my life being made that will take my life.

i'm tired. i don't know what to do to escape my abusers anymore.

i need help to deal with this situation.

i've looked for domestic violence shelters and they're full. I've been dealing with this for so long that it's been normalized.

i don't have anyone i'm able to trust after asking to never have to deal with being abused anymore.

#asknostr #abuse #help

https://video.nostr.build/393f28f72efa356025b06ad79e6da820cefffa24a7ef09c7e61b092aaee177da.mp4

The crunch wrap kit is my fave. I just made their double-decker taco kit for dinner myself. Might eat another one 🤤

Persecutor: "Did you call her fat?"

Cardi: *blinks* " NO, I calling her a bitch."

Shit had me dyingg

Double decker tacos on tinfoil to match my hat.

{No tomatoes because my crops failed}

#foodstr #schizoposting #tinfoil

Gn~

what #coldstorage are folks using now of days?

#asknostr