hi nostr

would never forgive not being told by old irl friends before it is too late

they would

cos they know if they dont

they are so dead to me

i will murder them

if they arent sending emails they should

have sent i really will

doesnt hurt me

just frightens me

that its a loved one

i dont know about

cos my friends are dropping the

ball

been like this off & on for days

hate it

freaks me out this feeling in my groin

but cant be scared

all i think about is keenan

he had that surgery

when little

my right groin man

ya know how heart surgery they go in thru groin?

in time

in tune

in resonance relative to hear to here

dont know if im early or late or on time

i simply dont know

maybe a defib needs to try it

paddles

it just is that

someone a drummer do math on that beat i dont even know what it means

sharing cos the beat is really simple but i need it

need

i am using that word

only monarchy im into is queen of hearts like this

https://youtu.be/wULeXeQkqd0

🕊️💜🕊️

so yea, that's where im at on it

heather, mel, my mom, everybody