if that's weird to say well idk
it's my headcannon & grief
so idk
im
pretty sure
she's doing important stuff over there
that matters here
the same
correspondence thankyou
the day after?
like a reverie
i went back inside for a moment to grab something i left
& fell to my knees crying cos dozer was there
i saw her when i was up there
when dan was down in naples with his mom
a figment of my imagination?
who can see to say
she did not speak
she simply corresponded in thanks & shared agreement about being there for dan
dan said his house was going nuts for a whole week
lights flickering
tv turning on & off
banging
she was there a whole week
making so much noise
he thought he was losing his mind
but not her man
i swear to god not her
yea accidents happen
yea people get sober, slip up one time, misjudge a dose
tale as old as time i get it
& i get that this is grief
& trying to make sense of it
how was the narcan frozen in the ambulance of all damn things
but this girl was capable of working three blue collar jobs at once she was a relentlessly hard worker & very brave
really grounded really smart really good girl
like that was absolutely a girl with the heart of a marine
heather especially, dan's true love & first girlfriend, was tough as nails
both his parents over dosed
they loved eachother so much
they loved him so much
& dan believes the same
i believe, like red rover, some have left for the other side cos needed on the other side