but i believe, at the moment, when we die? the work does not end if we dont want it to

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i believe, like red rover, some have left for the other side cos needed on the other side

& dan believes the same

we have no other way to explain what happened to hunter

both his parents over dosed

they loved eachother so much

they loved him so much

heather especially, dan's true love & first girlfriend, was tough as nails

like that was absolutely a girl with the heart of a marine

really grounded really smart really good girl

she really wanted to be a marine biologist

but this girl was capable of working three blue collar jobs at once she was a relentlessly hard worker & very brave

how was the narcan frozen in the ambulance of all damn things

yea accidents happen

yea people get sober, slip up one time, misjudge a dose

tale as old as time i get it

& i get that this is grief

& trying to make sense of it

but not her man

i swear to god not her

dan said his house was going nuts for a whole week

lights flickering

tv turning on & off

banging

she was there a whole week

making so much noise

he thought he was losing his mind

i saw her when i was up there

when dan was down in naples with his mom

a figment of my imagination?

who can see to say

she did not speak

she simply corresponded in thanks & shared agreement about being there for dan

the day after?

like a reverie

i went back inside for a moment to grab something i left

& fell to my knees crying cos dozer was there

the same

correspondence thankyou

heather isnt dead to me

& she's no angel

as in, she isnt a pixie dust girl

so idk

im

pretty sure

she's doing important stuff over there

that matters here

if that's weird to say well idk

it's my headcannon & grief

so yea, that's where im at on it

heather, mel, my mom, everybody

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