This is such a great picture! The free spirit is shining through. Also interesting is your interpretation compared to my sister's. She asked, "Are you okay?" (soft colors = happy, darker colors or uncomfortable topics = sad ☺️) A fundamental realization, I think: I am not my emotions, and my art does not reflect my personal state of mind. Through the way of creating, one can perhaps recognize if it is the work of an open mind, but everything else is just artistic freedom of expression. I was fixated on filmmaking or wiring techniques for much to long, it didn't satisfy me. Creating with courage to my own style will be the work.
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I had an unexpected perspective on your topic, which I refer to as "the Saturday night me's." I chose not to delve further into abstraction or reflection here, as the lack of interaction keeps things a bit.. flat :) Despite this, your idea was a good challenge to focus on the present and forget about that. Our 1:1 communication here holds more value than a hundred. 
Great, I get you. Don’t delete, our conversation is something I like to preserve. Maybe it’s the start of something new.
Turner wins - still - through genius and simplicity. Live, his works are so beautiful , I always cry a bit watching them.
Your story of searching for a kind of perfection reminds me of the rivalry between William Turner and John Constable. He painted for years on one picture and used a special red. Both painters exhibited together and Turner analyzed Constable's very elaborate, detailed paintings. He then took a brush and painted a single stroke as a buoy in the sea in his monochrome painting - and "won" :)