Morning thoughts...

I’ve taken to a new practice in the mornings: Reading St Augustine via lexia divina.

I sit at my favorite chair and pick up where I left off. Reading carefully to ensure I’m consciously taking in every sentence.

At some point a phrase usually catches my attention and starts something stirring within my mind or my spirit. And I repeat these words out loud, over and over, playing with the emphasis, relishing and exploring different words with different repetitions.

And my mind starts spinning, not out of control, but building on the energy of the phrase and the idea behind it. I project my thoughts outward from the phrase and then speak extemporaneously, exploring and extending the idea.

Sometimes I tie it back to my own life and experience, trying to use this phrase to illuminate my past or light a path for my future. But most often I am searching for a higher truth, a grander pattern that suggests “the way things truly are”.

This exercise brings me a great sense of peace.

Why?

Many reasons, I’m sure. One reason is that I’m comforted by a synthesis of understanding. I weave this new phrase—this new idea—into the fabric of my current understanding of the world and so the fabric gains new colors and patterns and becomes richer.

Similarly this gives a sense of progress. That the way of the world is increasingly illuminated before me and so, in a sense, I feel my footing more secure as I walk the path, or at least I believe such will be the case after I close the book and start actually walking the path, since in that present moment I’m sitting on my duff.

But I also feel something spiritual, what I think many would describe as “closer to God” that I think represents a sense of connection with something greater than you, but not merely that it is greater but that it is also wise and benevolent and truthful. That I am connected to something true, good, and beautiful.

And those things (if we can slice them away from experience in such a way) which possess those three characteristics we claim “are the work of God” or “point toward God” or “are filled with God’s grace” and so on.

I don't practice formal religion, but I've been on about the idea of God for some time now. Not the metaphysics, but the functional role it plays in the human experience and how it promotes evolutionary fitness.

Not to equivocate, but I think Bitcoin is filling a similar role to a degree, for many people, myself included. I don't think "Bitcoin is God" or anything close to it. But it represents a pattern of action(?) that seems to be robust, reliable, and point toward the good.

What wisdom might we gain by studying it?

What is the spirit of Bitcoin?

I'm a fan of homeschooling as a way to give kids a better chance at a fruitful and productive life, and play the long game. For so long, the state and the kinds of people who rise up in those systems have had too much power over the education system.

They rig it in favour of themselves, and the education bureaucrats couldn't care less about your child. They will teach all kinds of nonsense statist propaganda, and not teach useful life skills to your kid anyway.

Your child in statist school has a chance of facing bullying by other kids, and anti social behaviour generally in public schooling systems. 'Private schooling' doesn't even seem that much better because the curriculum and style still has to follow a lot of the public schooling methods.

Also remember with public schooling, your kid won't get the time to focus and properly learn things. Instead it's 50 minute classes where they don't want to be there, and the bell rings and it's time for the next class. The teachers have to teach at the pace of the slowest kid in class. No time to build up a deep focus on things. No time to really become creatively engaged in a project, and be a real self starter who sees a project to fruition.

I believe homeschooling and unschooling can change this dynamic. It's a perfect match for bitcoiners who are generally more freedom minded.

This became a lot more real to me recently, as I had a son this year and I intend to homeschool him + future kids our family has.

I have a lot of ground beef, what should I make for dinner tonight? 👩‍🍳

I've had quite a week. I'm on standby at my job with literally nothing that needs doing, so I've been spending my time getting set up to use lightning. (We won't mention that to my boss unless our company wants to start using lightning too!) And wow, have I been through a lot.

I have a Start 9 Embassy which did the heavy lifting for me. This thing is fantastic in terms of what it can do and making it easy, but as I work with it, I'm left with a constant question: "Am I doing this right?" I ran into cases where restarting a service didn't solve the issue, but restarting it a second time did. It's been that kind of week.

Setting up a Nostr relay last week was pretty straightforward. The most troubleshooting I had to do was making sure the relay address was spelled correctly. The "56 character string of random nonsense" address. I only got it wrong once!

Lightning was a little more tricky. I run a Raspberry Pi with an archival bitcoin node separate from my Embassy. I tried to figure if I could use Bitcoin Proxy to connect to it, but it seems automatically configured to link to Bitcoin Core on the same device. I wondered if I could transfer my node's external drive to the Embassy, but it doesn't play nicely with external drives and only expects to use them for backups. So in the end, I sighed and started Bitcoin Core for a pruned node on the Embassy. I really hoped to avoid that initial block download a second time, but what can you do?

Once that was ready, installing and starting LND was also straightforward (other than taking a few hours to sync the graph), but it's hard to tell if that's working without an interface. I installed Thunderhub and Lightning Terminal next to connect to it and see what I could see. This is where I ran into technical trouble involving restarting services multiple times--LND runs smoothly most of the time, but it hiccups now and then and needs a restart. When LND doesn't work, the front ends can't do much!

Following some instructions, I opened a channel with Start 9's lightning node. I imagine I'm paying high fees using this one (their fee is 1000 ppm), but it's a start and I'm learning. I figured I'd send some sats to an app on my phone so I'd be ready for the conference in Miami next week and have some inbound liquidity on my channel. Two birds with one stone!

I had Muun wallet already, and I tried getting an invoice from it to pay from Thunderhub. I got some kind of error about a null parameter, and I assumed it was because the destination was marked as "unknown" (it wasn't). I tried downloading Phoenix wallet and made another invoice. Same problem. After some poking around, I tried to transfer some BTC back to the main chain. Same problem. I tried to close the channel. Same problem.

That's about when I realized Thunderhub was the piece that was being finicky. I installed Ride The Lightning and tried my invoice from Phoenix wallet again. This time it worked without a hitch, and I have my sats right where I want them now!

With that in place, next comes integrating with Damus. It asked for an LNUrl, or a Lightning Address. What are these, I wonder? A bit of searching, and they make a lot of sense--a reusable way to pay a lightning wallet without explicitly making an invoice each time. But how do I do this? Thunderhub is working to decode my test invoices, but I don't see a function to create one of these...

A day of searching, and I come across BTCPay Server on my Embassy. I had heard people talk about services like this and might have even thought "I should set that up," but never touched it yet. My goodness, what have I been waiting for? Having a service which can get fresh payment addresses and create a lightning address is a beautiful thing to have, and all the more from a machine in my basement! In fact, having all of this put together and running on a machine at home feels good, good, so very good.

I had my doubts several times throughout the week, and each night I was on the verge of giving up. I know my way around programming languages, but I'm not exactly a veteran at using the command line or compiling binaries, so I don't think I could have pulled this off without the Embassy being what it is. Issues and all, I'm really happy with this machine, and I'm happy to have all these services up and running.

For now it's just the steps necessary to have lightning enabled over Nostr, but this means I've done the hard part laying the groundwork for the future too. With lightning and BTCPay set up, I can set up taking payments for anything that seems appropriate as time goes on. Having my options open is important to me, and I feel like I can do powerful things after this week of set up.

But I'm a bit exhausted for now, so we'll wait to start thinking about that until after the conference next week. Hope to see some of you there!