GM Nostr.

If everyone lies,

and reality isn't real,

anyone who exists faces those same facts.

Yeah, my dental hygienist - and my quick search tells me what she said is likely not true. There is something to radiation backscatter, but I couldn't find anything that showed radiation in aprons to be an issue. There was plenty about how improper storage, folding, loose stitching are issues, and the aprons do have a suggested expiration/replacement date... but the science may not be on her side when it comes to radiation transferring to the apron material itself.

Holy shit fucking breakthrough.

The way to view relationships is not as a solve for loneliness. The loneliness will always be there.

The way to view them is a companion with which to experience loneliness together

Visual: two people, standing next to each other, holding hands, facing the same direction into a void.

Wow.

Gn #nostr. 🌜

I want to say a few thinks about autheticity.

But I think for tonight, I will just say that I truly appreciate how authentic this community is.

🫶

Gn jin 🌙

Learned the same at the dentist office recently. Also the lead holds some of the radiation each time, so an apron that has been used repeatedly for a few years may be just as hot as the imaging burst.

Gn kini 🌛

Yes, I rode my motorcycle again tonight.

Finally got it off my street. First time. Made a loop through my neighborhood (actually through the more affluent neighborhood directly above me on the hill), rolling hills, curving streets, very few controlled intersections, no signals.

I think that is my next big goal, to make it through the main intersection (lighted) at the bottom of my hill. I have some other small goals and things to work in first, though

I am learning to ride my motorcycle, one day at a time.

I'm not good at conveying excitement, or positive emotion, but I am over the fucking moon right now. Like a thousand little yellow minions dudes bouncing around my hesdspace. Fuck yeah!

No more daily diet jounals

No more daily diet journals.

Tried to post something last night, but technical issues...

Anyway, I eat pretty much the same basic stuff most of the time. So instead of repeating the same things, I'd rather share some knowledge or ways of doing things, like how I get my food, or how I cook it. Not recipes, per se - because the ingredients are way to simple for a recipe. So I want to keep posting content to this community, but it is going to be things like this.

I get a lot of my protein choices for the week from the 30% off discount area at the end of the meat section. There's often small packs of steak there, some times some larger packs. Lots of stuff that didn't sell. Plenty of thin sliced. Some weeks are good, some less so. Last week wasn't the greatest, only got two packs of steak (I think it was a top sirloin single steak and some thin top round), but sausage was getting cleared out, so I bought more sausage. Store brand dinner sausage (similar to Johnsonville), and some Hills brand sausage in various flavors. I tried one of the Hills packs, and the casings were some weird thing that was pretty unappetizing, probably won't buy much more of it.

Maybe next week I'll find some better deals.

Wouldn't want too many people believing it was fact. Might not look good for your WEF buddies. Maybe just make Orwell go away. And Huxley, while you're at it. Great fiction, har har.

Good morning, kini. 🌞

If I can just get off of this L.A. freeway Without getting killed or caught I'll be down the road in a cloud of smoke To some land I ain't bought bought bought

And maybe they don't. I don't see the point he is hoping to make, outside of the possibility that a group of people who did not necessarily come to knowledge through the school of Keynes have a differing definition on a specific word. Definitions are not always universal.

Gm #nostr.

I put on socks today.

Gn kini 🌝

Gn Sally 🌖

Gn utxo 🌜

Nevermind, looks like it didn't post this time. I am trying to validate for certain, but Onyx is crashing when I open the community. Probably my #nsecbunker is locked again, although I unlocked it earlier. And I'm not in my office, in front of a computer, so not going to look much more into it for some hours.

Gn #nostr.

Today I was struggling again with anonymity. I'm used to sharing a fair amount of personal info (like my full name, photo, email, phone, etc.) online.

Because of a few facts about Nostr, I decided from the beginning I would try to remain anon. One important thing is not being able to reliably delete. Another is the close relationship with Bitcoin.

But today I got my CMS setup (I was a little surprised PHP Fusion still existed, last I'd used it wss over a decade ago.) on a website that I will never be able to share here, as the domain contains my last name, and other information would be easily determined from there including my street address. It is a registered business, and the registration has all that, and is a public record.

So, today I did something I haven't done for a long, long time. And it felt really good to still be able to do it. And none of you will ever see it, and that made me a little sad, and definitely made me want to get it done so I could move on to doing things I could share as anon.

I don't see this getting easier, but nobody said it would be, right?

I did not ride my motorcycle today.

Had been feeling a little off all day, hadn't even put socks on.

Just didn't feel like going through the bother of changing into different clothes for 15 minutes of fun.

Weak excuse, but I also need to be able to take a break and come back close to where I left off.

Tomorrow is a new day, and I will learn to ride my motorcycle again tomorrow.