You say it like it's bad thing... 🙃

Also thanks for putting that image in my head 🤤

Sigh... You know this would be dream come true on so many levels.

Sadly I don't even know what would do more than three days. Wife seems hesitant to experiment that way.

But I fantasize that would make be feeling so so submissively good...sigh^2

Are you really trying to threaten me with a such good time?

Now you made me feel bratty 😄 it's vicious loop.

The evening was interesting. After we dealt the cards (it looks like we are in for a nine-day-long game, I promise I will do a write-up), there was some kissing (😻) and I may have been a little overwhelmed by hormones and suggested (an independent observer could even say that I begged) for my nipples to get some attention. Which they got (❤). I was riding a sub high (see what I did there? 😁) and wanted to whore myself a little, so I got on all fours, put the Hitachi wand on the bed, and just tried to hump it like the good little doggy I yearned to be. I wanted to just edge/drip a little and then lick it up from her hand, but while I was vocal about getting too close, she understood my desperate humping as a signal that I wanted to go all in 💕.

Well, who am I to defy #goddess 's will? Made a big puddle, had a big shaking orgasm. Cleanup was just with paper tissues though - I was not out-of-the-mind sub, and she doesn't fancy this kind of play, so there was no one who would enjoy that.

Still, slept like a baby afterwards.

Wow, I envy that you are so open about these things!

Oh, I hadn't thought this far ahead. 😅

It's difficult to think straight when your brain is deprived of blood. ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯

Do you accept eager candidates with limited prior experience? 😁

Love well kept downyard

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Behavioral modification is in my top 5 things I would want to try but I'm too scared to ask about, so I was really surprised this morning. I put some coconut oil on my split lip to aid healing. Usually, I use it for entirely different things, as it's both lubricating and edible. Just the scent of it in my mouth was enough to push both me and my body into subspace... 😅

Not going to lie, it was an awesome sensation🫠

#accidentalPavlov

We’ve got a child-free night today. We hadn’t planned anything special, but my wife suggested playing a card game we last played before we had kids.

Not sure what gave it away that I REALLY liked the idea—was it the fire in my eyes, the smile I couldn’t hide, or the bulge?

Well, we may never know.

(The game takes like a week to complete and it's mix of chores and other #flr flavoured activites as well, may be I should made a write up about this one too?)

And here I am thinking that there is like 100 of volunteers for one woman willing to explore her dominant side. Granted, sieving throught them may be taxing...

Still I thought It shouldn't be a problem get someone both into chastity and piss (or maybe you would rather like someone who is just obedient and endure your golden gift just because it's you? 😈)

We are kinda simple in that way *sigh*

In my experience, things that predate that 'little disgust' feeling are usually the most pleasurable, intense ones 😁

Nice set.

I wrote an article about one of the games that helps alleviate my neglected sub side' Not sure if linking it like this works, though:

https://primal.net/e/naddr1qvzqqqr4gupzqk3xrfsnzx2xmyex4323n8jfg2hq6ygss66uyx5g2uzncsht63yqqqnyymrpvd4j6ctwvskhw6rfw3jj6aeddukhyttv94jz6cn9v9h8xtt3v4hhs6fj9ds6vj

Well, noncustodial takes too much work in respect to the expected payoff. Custodial wants identifiable information... No way I would be comfortable to link my kinky side with my public life without any sort of control. I know kinda paranoid, but still...

Oh, on the contrary, I would love to have colleague to serve my wife with 😁

In order to channel/control my libido, I started listening to audio teases in my earphones while on walks. There are some real gems out there.

One of my recent favourite is https://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=6652913624b71

#femdom #audio

Same here. It's actually my strong preference to play or to be played with. One can better focus on the task at hand and not be disturbed by the need to reciprocate immediately.

Had (almost 💦) dream last night about working in a corporate office, where an older boss abused her power over me. She wielded a knotted, squirting strap-on, using it to pump wine down my obedient throat and force me into drunken submission.

Ah, such are the dreams of an #FLR wannabe.

NGL that's invitation for worshipping my tongue couldn't say no