Might be boring to read.
What I realised a long time ago is that as a woman youll always be treated differently if you’re alone or show up in a ‘couple’ version.
What Ive been jealous off in life has been the ease with which guys/boys/men get to travel the world.
There are very little worries about getting your ass grabed in every underground/tram/bus in every country of the world.
The way in which things just fall into place because if they werent rude and rowdy and moody they wouldn’t be guys but if you talk back as a woman or are having an off day you’re told to smile.
Smiiillleee.
Turn that frown upside down.
You cant get cheaper places to stay easier bc well its less likely that you get raped in hostels if you’re male.
Most only woman places are sold out quickly which doesnt give you the freedom to be laid back and spontaneous.. you have to be prepared and plan.. you’re being groomed to be responsible even in your supposedly wild years..
It bores
It drags
It puts you to sleep.
After a while if you’re not traveling with a second person you’re getting looked at strange.
Guys mostly talk to you only bc they want to hook up but arent interested in friendships.
Its such a sad experience.
You have to be en guard all the time because you’re a woman.
Ive rarely been interested in girly things every since i can remember.
But then you get these things hanging off your chest that were given the name boobs/tits or breasts and suddenly you’re a slut even though you’re not allowed to vote yet let alone choose where to live.
Its such a distorted experience of a thing ppl call life.. but its nothing that brings joy or happiness.
Why is that still normal for such a big percentage of the population.. where on the brain is the narcolepsy that makes the human sigh before they approach that topic why is it heavy and exhausting?
Is it still nutrition?
A blind spot somewhere on conciousness.
Wheres the eraser for it with non outside chemical helpers.. whos tiredness is it? Mothers or anyone overworked?
Destination —-> Sunburnt crisp bits of outer layer de human flesh.
Venomous 🐝 narcotics stepped into a toe while rest of human carried a passed cocooned of something similar to a grown worm or moth to safety.
Wheres my ironic.
https://x.com/chaos_uk_2023/status/1739568762574057771?s=20
what category do you put this man in the white shirt in when you love animals.
What is it?
I have no words.
A full moon in Cancer! What better way to celebrate it than with Nirvana a cancer moon at its very very coreeeee. 😘
Where’s my faaaannn.
................. like a flatline.
theres almost a tear running down my eye...
i guess its psycho-drama for the public to enjoy.. a-typical therapy form.. i think not.
unless narcissism needs to be fed again.
what the couch called again?
I wonder if male band or musicians that idolize other musicians realize that it there is a fine line between obsession and admiration. When I was a teenager.. we were a group of ppl and one of the guys was so "obsessed" with kurt cobain that every yr on his death anniversary he thought of committing suicide.
Funnily enough(which isnt funny at all) the values that came across through their music also in regards to their anti rape stance didnt ingrain at all into their expression of their "admiration" those parts were ignored quite skillfully. Its sad since its a generation that came after.
I got chocolate instead.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Boeing_B-52_Stratofortress
This is quite a strange riddle.
I got roofied once in a club called B52.
A christmas meme, right?
Sounds great but how would I kkow its not a scam?
the events for these are "replaceable" meaning that when a relay sees a newer one it throws away the old one. they don't always get them though, they aren't automatically propagated.
https://nostrsync.live/ is a tool that rebroadcasts all your stuff to all the relays it knows about, which is most of them. they won't all read them but any that have old profile events will update after this.
Thanks ill see if that works for me, but its still really complicated for the average user.
Coracle.
But somehow my lightning adress got changed on damus and i changed it back a few days ago.
It looked like it got deleted and just some bs put in.
Now that ive put the right one in zaps work again, it didnt for a while.
What changed though, to bring it back. How would I know which relay? Can i see that somewhere myself?