Stop being assholes. You make up arbitrary meanings for actions. You've done so for 6 years with no justification.

You don't communicate, just condemn.

Let's be realistic. You don't agree with me. You won't communicate, so I can't explain. And you prly don't want to hear/understand. So, how does that result in anything good? Even if I think it can be positive, you won't believe me.

Was the goal to prove me false on my statements?

I thought of the possibility of acting two weeks or so ago. You lost your role with the "oh.." response waaaaaaaay too quickly.

To be clear: I'm not "sad" because there a reason for which communication is important. And you all decided communication is a problem. You clearly want to enforce your bullshit. This has been a stumbling block for years, and likely a problem for something I care about.

So a critical component was absent, essentially from the start.

It is a bit sad that, by far, most people just looked for anything, that could be twisted even, to use as excuse to attack.

Btw, the earlier ref wasn't about "ruining one's life". It was about "having more than expected" to offer. (I'll keep it vague, but you should know what I'm referring to.)

Yes. I know.

You all prove exceedingly incompetent at "judging". Despite all the deception, lies and false accusations, I also have to worry about malicious, evil and/or incompetent retards.

Don't worry. If you don't know, someone else will.

I think my actions showed what I think is important, what I fought for despite being attacked by all sides, what I tried to get corrected despite people's unwillingness to accept the truth. I also demonstrated multiple competencies in multiple ways. I also gave you ample opportunity to challenge me on work instead of cheap ad-hominem attacks. In every instance it gets dismissed.

Shout-out to the Bosch-guy who actually thought he saw an opportunity to win in a discussion on the mailinglist and went for it. (I was right in the end.) He had the guts to do so. Contrary to almost everyone else who all dismiss my work or (silently) hate me for it.

Know what?

Wow, this escalated quickly. First thing my brain's asking: how much of this is really necessary?!?

If you want to claim I lost smth because I didn't act "according to some plan" as seems to have been going on for a while .. I get the distinct impression that *I don't care* about all these arbitrary bs.

Many actions seem based on supposed prescribed preconditions, demands and timelimits. So far, the impression that gets made is that I "missed" or "failed" smth, but not why that's supposedly so much of a loss.

At this point, what I see is a *lot* of crazy people putting enormous effort in a lot of bullshit, lies and false accusations with little to no purpose. And apparently very little incentive toward a good outcome. Why should I even trust (in) a favorable outcome in the first place? *You* have shown me very little of that.

If more fantastic stories are being fabricated this evening, then they're probably lies again. I suspect something is going on but I can't put my finger on what's going on behind my back.

I have trouble keeping up with what the attacks are about now, and which attacks are ongoing.

nostr:nprofile1qqstwku6xyclgf36mk2t5g97kdf2zypjdp8jmtq85ls6lqnudu7p2pgppemhxue69uhkummn9ekx7mp0qy2hwumn8ghj7un9d3shjtnyv9kh2uewd9hj7qg3waehxw309ahx7um5wgh8w6twv5hsnyxxj5 the other losses aren't because of bad acting. They're losses because pathological liars make up just any story that fits their agenda.

It's not about offense.

Nothing happened.

Who is it about? Why am I attacked over this? It's a set up. Isn't it obvious?

There were multiple people involved. I am just an easy target. None of the circumstances are considered. I'm simply blamed.