in the case of the giants, that then what may just arrive early
dreams of that pist game fatty burger better than finishing the game
think about the then what before you get there
so the falloff isnt so unmooring
the only plan is what?
to just do it again
win the championship next year
and the next
til your knees dont work like they used to?
then what
saying do you even need to if you've got it going on
saying: what does the day after the superbowl feel like
which is the same as asking what the day after the olympic gold feels like
which nile wilson made a documentary about, has given talks about
it's ok to win and be gracious in victory im not saying it's not
doMinAtE oN ThE fiEld: tired boring problematic
do a little dance in the endzone: hot, kinda gay in the best way
i dont watch football, i wouldnt know, im just saying
we dont know
maybe just that generous
want the other team to have something
some smiles idk
finish strong for who? ya know?
maybe they just arent supremacists
like yo already thinking about a post game burger who gives a shit
like who cares if you had fun and were killin it earlier
is this the last game there is ever gonna be
what a flex to be all in then bored by the fourth
like who cares if you had fun and were killin it earlier
is this the last game there is ever gonna be
what if the giants dont need to close?
just went in to check on my dad. he's watching the giants. he says it's not looking good. that they usually do this in the fourth quarter.
i said: they have a hard time closing?
he said: yea
i wanna get into reading letterbox more


an artist trying their best to also run an ig and blog and a brand.

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like whatever truly
like what if my character fists the cookie monster on page 543 out of nowhere
novel that post modern
also, cos a puppet get it?
what is this song about for me rn? that i have a different itunes set of songs on my ipad and havent heard this in ages
no not right now maybe in july after all these fucking miles are complete
im basically walking to mordor💀
may they be happy
this new girlfriend is phoneless btw
grew up in greenland
doesnt even know what twitter is
whats a youtube
do i know him better?
i know what twitter is
ive seen some of his youtube art videos
no i dont know him at all
her knit hat falls out of her messenger bag by me, my table, she doesnt seem to notice, i bend over to pick it up, to give it to her, curzi is ordering coffees distracted
she looks at me
i look at her as i hand the hat back
she says: thanks
i say: no problem.
i say: is that your boyfriend?*
(*this is fiction i would never say that that is an insane question and so out if bounds and inappropriate)
or is there no amount of media consumption that ever ever ever let's you out of the parasocial
ok what about also youtube tho
ok wasnt he streaming occasionally?
how much media does it take?
as far as i am aware, michael curzi is a full name and not an alias
if you read his twitter enough, do you know him?
even if someone was very determined to do a writing diary art project as actually themselves under their full name, a truman show torture thing, a truman show comedy, a truman show romcom, whatever flavor truman show,
even if intentionally setting out to actually do that? can a human being ever compress accurately into written silent words?
not a big deal to have done a writing art project as Chappell Roan
something entirely different to do it as Kayleigh Rose Amstutz
~and yet~ cos hold on a minute
do you think, it would be fair, to anyone, who ever wanted to hangout, or anyone, who already knows me irl, is already my friend irl, my family
if on nostr and x and twitter i was Kayleigh Rose Amstutz instead of Chappell Roan
how can i say that?
cos can say that
cos calibrate for this
jungian minded
parasocial aware