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Committed to building a world where compassion and equality thrive, because every voice matters and everyone deserves a fair share 🌎

BRO that actually is my kind of shit!! I love kombucha but I've looked for hard kombucha (never bought alcohol yet tbh I just got some gifted fof my birthday)

I have no context so I’m going to tentatively say… yes 🤣🤣🤣

PEAKKKKK 🔥🫡

I will always be spiritually a lesbian 🙏 everyone who is atheist and need of some spirituality, join the church of lesbianism 🙏 women are amazing

Maybe I just want to dress like a librarian who is also a lesbian. I have an archetypal image of someone wearing a French beret, perhaps a flannel pencil skirt with a black turtleneck. Perhaps some rounded glasses. Am I missing anything?

This will become an aesthetic I am manifesting it 🙏

#aesthetic #lesbian #fashion

Obsidian. It’s essentially a notes/productivity app that uses plaintext markdown to store locally.

This says alot

It really creeps me out to think that the white supremacist belief in great replacement theory is most likely a factor in me being the oldest of eight children. Really weird shit.

the fetish of objectification subtly plays off the idea of reversibility by bauldrillard in the ways in which the object becomes personified.

#kink #bdsm #showerthougnts #bauldrillard #philosophy

I have considered magic mushrooms. I’ve done a good bit of acid but it has recently been causing my arms to burn in pain so I stopped. I find traditional weed to be more psychedelic in an emotional sense. Once I heavily disassociated for three days on weed and saw all of reality as a web of interconnected flows. That experience forever changed my life but it was dangerous. I feel that weed helps amplify whatever I’m thinking about anyway. It’s like an intense wave of introspection.

Sincerely, thank you so much. It felt really useful to trace my implicit beliefs back to their source.

#ennui

What I want.

1. I want friends and community.

What I realize about myself.

1. I have underdeveloped social skills, partially due to being homeschooled.

2. I most definitely have autism (again, social skills)

3. I have anxious attachment tendencies.

4. I have a history of not forming lasting attachments.

How this makes me feel.

1. Feeling a sense of not being where I should be.

2 . Feeling like I always have to be someone I’m not in order to be accepted.

What this makes me believe

1. Generally believing myself less worthy of love and attention.

2. Believing that I won’t fit in.

What can I do

1. Work on loving myself and identify the various inner parts of my personality and reach out to the ones that have been hurt or abandoned.

2. Examine the narratives I internalize from my past and create new narratives that align closer with reality.

3. Stop pushing people away because I irrationally perceive them to not like me. Learn the difference between thoughts that come from my insecurities and those that come from analyzing the situation.

4. Don’t let connections that die feed into a broader narrative about my abilities or self worth. Break the chains of destructive thinking.

#unpopularopinion manual muting is extremely tedious especially when there are so many mute worthy accounts