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Sometimes the purest form of compassion is saying no

I let it bloom, my neighbors hate me for it. I try to catch it before it goes to seed and cut it. Same with burdock

“Be prepared for strangeness and new ways my bears” Yurik Bergeson-His Dark Materials

Embrace the chaos! That’s nature. I had a kid leave his card in my door yesterday for “over grown lawn care” 😂

The only lettuce I ever truly want to eat from the garden is Little Gem. #garden #growing

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#grief #parenting #writing

My middle child passed away a little over 2 years ago. He was 18 years old. Among many other hardships and tragedies in my life this pain is sharply unique. In some ways I've been coping well, in other ways not so much.

I am a reader and a writer. Words, language, and stories are nearly as dear to my wellbeing as food and water.

I have been writing less and less over the last couple years.

Sometimes my feelings of grief and outrage and near-relentless sorrow well up and I can breathe into the pain and make room for it and let it flow through me and out. Some of the feelings are knotted tight, coiled into nooks and caves in my inner being. I think the only way I can release or incorporate these trapped feelings is by sharing and being seen.

Whenever I try to choose a memorial piece that my child’s bones will be incorporated into, I feel as though I will shatter, as though the next breath, or the one after that will begin the cracks that will spread irreversibly through me. I know this is not true. Still, I stopped looking at memorial art.

I believe I need to share my experiences, both for my own health and for the possibility that my words could positively affect someone who needs to hear them. I kept putting it off because I wanted the right words, the right timing, the right platform, the right schedule, the right persona. Because it is my learned inclination to be reserved and private and to keep most of my Self hidden most of the time.

This morning I cried suddenly, missing his smile, his laugh, his hug. I knew it was time and I promised myself that I would write AND SHARE something TODAY, and here it is.

#suicide #mentalhealth

Much love to you. Thank you for your open heart

Powerful and protective, and oh so pretty ❤️

I can feel my heart spilling into the earth #roses #garden #nature

Our latest release improves our hardware-based USB-C port attack surface reduction. Our previous software-based feature has been extended and merged into it as a 2nd layer of enforcement. We've also extended it to disable pogo pins data at a hardware level on the Pixel Tablet.

Our previous feature is now fully obsolete and has been removed on devices with the newer approach, which is a nice simplification. We've rewritten the documentation here:

https://grapheneos.org/features#usb-c-port-and-pogo-pins-control

Older approach is now only used on the Pixel 5a and earlier end-of-life devices.

Our documentation explains why our approach is much better than the standard Android USB HAL toggle available to device admin apps since Android 12. Standard approach only disables USB connections in the OS. It leaves USB-C and pogo pins enabled at both the OS and hardware level.

The standard approach also can't block new USB connections without ending existing USB connections. It has no distinction between those things. It forces a choice between ending existing USB connections when locking or delaying using it at all until the last USB connection ends.

Several operating systems previously included a port of our legacy software-based approach and mistakenly moved to the less secure approach of disabling USB via the standard USB HAL after the last USB connection ends. It's less secure than simply extending our legacy feature...

#GrapheneOS

Thank you for all your hard work and dedication.