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Having drinks with friends... Hubstr's bestie keeps randomly saying, "hey siri, message mum. I wanna see your ass. Send" and then it's a rush for his wife to hit stop before siri sends her mum the message. This is drinking sports 😊🀣🍻

Thanks πŸ«‚. I'm sorry to hear you have regrets in this area. I think that would be hard. That's basically what I mean, though. I don't want to regret anything but that seems like the wrong motivation to me. I can't pretend I have the right ones either. I'm the child with the least disputes and the only one he was good to when he felt like it. All of us will call him together tomorrow and if he stays calm the conversation will probably be healing for everyone. We will try to convince him that he has a support network here and to seek treatment in the city we all live in.

Thanks for the vote of confidence β€οΈπŸ«‚

I've always been pretty stoic about my own, I spent too many of my teenage years thinking suicidal thoughts to be any other way. Plus regularly contemplating the glories of heaven helps perhaps....

I think when it comes to dad, we just never had that good of a relationship. Although, I'm the only one of his five kids who has spoken to him in years. I'm the only one he could have expected sympathy from but if that's what he wanted, it's probably not what he got. But he lived all his years making decisions with no regards to us and he might be about to regret that, or not... I don't care heaps either way. I just don't want to make terrible decisions that I will regret once he's gone. So yeah, if I can't convince him to get treatment closer to us, I will go visit him if he's around in July. But I'm aware that my motivations are so screwed that I honestly feel like a heartless b*tch.

About 7 hours ago my dad called me and said he has an agressive cancer and might not be here in 6 months. I've cried about three tears over it. On a scale of 0-10 where 0 = you're okay and 10 being you're completely f*cked up, where do you reckon I sit?

But can we bring back the old way? Cyber bullying sounds lame in comparison. 😁

Well they put people with ADHD on meds to "normalise" them, right? Does that mean if I was put in meds I'd suddenly "miss" people or feel other things at a rate closer to other people? I'm not sure I can handle that πŸ€”πŸ˜… I kinda like me the way I am asshole and all 😜

You generally get what you pay for πŸ€·πŸ½β€β™€οΈ A good quality shepherd is worth his salary.

I always thought that maybe I was some kind of benevolent psychopath because there's alot of things I don't feel like other people seem to. But maybe I should have myself tested for ADHD before concluding I'm an asshole, which has been my basic running assumption thus far. πŸ€”πŸ€·πŸ½β€β™€οΈ

I don't know if you can claim salvation is free... It costs one to turn away from their own ways and follow King Jesus. Usually not money, until the Holy Spirit convicts you into giving alms.

I'm not saying it's right. It's actually underhanded and verges on evil due to the effects on human nature and communities and intentions of devs to addict everyone on earth. I'm not agreeing with the model in any way.