Holly fuck today is tough. I keep getting up and having to rush back to the bed. I have attempted to live life these past days and my body is punishing me. How do I escape this fucking prison?
Do not mind me, just need to let some of this shit out, out of this torture cell that is my body.
What’s going on brother, doesn’t sound good 🫂
Bad day. They come periodically. Been living with chronic pain for almost 20 years now. It’s a mixture of “nah really can’t do” due to pain and fatigue and “need to keep it for later” to deal with the stuff I have to do.
I can deal with the pain and fatigue. It’s the not doing all the shit I want to do that is getting increasingly tough to deal with. I am missing on life, and life does not wait.
You’re incredibly strong for putting up with all of the pain and struggle brother 👏👏
I can’t imagine how tough it must be, every day is like Russian Roulette in terms of how bad the pain is going to be…
I really hope you finally get to actually go after your dreams and do what makes you happy man ❤️
Love you bud 💜
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Feel better soon! It’s okay to rest. We underestimate how much stress that we put our bodies through.
