I don't want to become depressed and mad like Van Gogh, but it's hard to fight.

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It's the monotony that gets me; the constant demands of others to conform to their understandings of what is "normal". I am tired of being normal.

I guess I should have said, tired of pretending to be normal :)

I spent the better part of my 30's trying to "fit in" with aims of successful business ventures. Networking, proper attire, hair dyed for the current trend... I remember sometime around 37, being at a chamber of commerce meeting & thinking "what the hell am I doing here? I hate this." 😂 I went home that night & dug out any band t-shirts I had remaining from younger-dumber-days-gone-by and haven't looked back. 😁