Church can be great- but remember it’s just a collection of people!

Look for small study groups, that is the best form of church to me.

C.S. Lewis described the “angle” of our lives here on earth, if we ever so slightly improve/worsen over time- stretch that to 10,000 years or eternity- and we will be totally different beings. It’s all about the small but steady improvements while we are here.

Absolutely should read his book Mere Christianity:

https://www.ntslibrary.com/PDF%20Books/Mere%20Christianity%20-%20Lewis.pdf

And make sure to read what Christ told us at face value- without him there is no church (or hope!)

https://www.esv.org/Matthew+1/

God bless!