Yeah, I get what you mean. I felt at one point that I needed it to reflect and think through things. I realised I was just using it as an excuse to smoke more than I needed.
Now, it's more of a relaxing weekend thing, and I enjoy it so much more than I did before because it feels special. I actually look forward to it.
It's the same as coffee. I go to work in the esrly morning, walk my dog when I get back, workout, then have my coffee around 1030-11am when I'm chilling by the window. It's such a chill feeling, that I look forward to it each day.
The fine line between use and abuse! If I had a dollar for every time my father told me that “everything requires moderation”…
Love the idea of not feeling like I “need” anything exogenous. Entertainment, drugs, any instant dopaminergic stimulus.
Isn’t that what we all did as kids? Just raw-dogged life with nothing but a full sack of balls
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