I think that’s my aim as of now. Just…get it under control a bit. Intention is the right word. I think often I get bored or I’m not moving with intention, so it’s easy to take a rip and sortve “run away”.
Makes me super introspective and I would be an *even more* arrogant prick without it. Which also may be a problem. Love the perspective it gives me when I need it. I just don’t know if I need it 6 times a day anymore lol
Yeah, I get what you mean. I felt at one point that I needed it to reflect and think through things. I realised I was just using it as an excuse to smoke more than I needed.
Now, it's more of a relaxing weekend thing, and I enjoy it so much more than I did before because it feels special. I actually look forward to it.
It's the same as coffee. I go to work in the esrly morning, walk my dog when I get back, workout, then have my coffee around 1030-11am when I'm chilling by the window. It's such a chill feeling, that I look forward to it each day.
The fine line between use and abuse! If I had a dollar for every time my father told me that “everything requires moderation”…
Love the idea of not feeling like I “need” anything exogenous. Entertainment, drugs, any instant dopaminergic stimulus.
Isn’t that what we all did as kids? Just raw-dogged life with nothing but a full sack of balls
