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why i am saying this is cos if i ask myself

ok lonely who gives a fuck

friends exist

when it is about not friends

more than friends

and i ask why

i dont have a good reason

like, i wanna be a priority like im king of the fucking universe

that doesnt sound very nice

and ultimately yea it isnt about being a priority as much as it is about validation

objectively, i know this isnt rare rare like psych wise people have said like: you bring out the man in me or whatever

and that is a validation thing

im just saying i dont think it is nice to be like: thanks to you i feel like more of a person

im pretty sure that is objectifying

like thanks for being into me that helps remind me that i am a human woman on earth person

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it just isnt a good reason to feel lonely

is the jam that can be slipped out of

that is an internal thing and issue

and it isnt good to use other people for that

so yea if that's helpful to anyone,

that's that and it is helpful to me when i remember that and return to that, the remembering