Lots of repressed childhood memories. Some I have recovered from and others are still with me which manifests as negative aspects to my personality that are hard to get rid of.

I believe that the purpose of all the trauma was to make me stronger in the sense of wisdom learned. So that i may share my painful experiences so that others can learn and heal from their own. So that is where there is less suffering. Not for myself, but for those I help heal with my wisdom.