Heard. Me too. It’s been a guiding force my entire life. TLDR AT BOTTOM I I won’t recheck this and check for typos or anything. I did speak most of it so if it makes sense great and if not, I’m not sorry I’m just trying to be who I am. #Love in all ways #ShineOn

I haven’t written it all down at least not at one time 🤣 As I’m on my phone I’ll put these as a reminder to speak my #truth directly.

#humanity #world #universe

So I grew up in the 80’s -90s and I’ve always been a total #weirdstr to most everyone around me. I had something that others around me didn’t: it has been called #shine by my aunt , #seer by some, #prophetic #visions etc …

Whatever one calls it is always goes back to just being who I am. #DNA has #Huichol blood, #black passing grandmother etc …

For whatever reason I’ve always been able to *see* what some couldn’t …

beyond the veil.

I’m getting off track the point is is that I always wanted to know why I was made like what was the point of having all these visions and being able to see things when even those closest to me would exploit it for their own use so I learned to quiet it, and I learned not to tell others that I could see things.

Unless it was something very important, like telling a friend not to go on that trip because I knew it wouldn’t be good for them and those closest to me learned to listen …

It’s hard to know when to interfere in others, lives, and allow them to live their own but whenever it’s involves saving of life, when I was younger, I would always choose to save that person’s life, but as I aged, I realized, is it really on me to do that I don’t know …

My best friends have tested me on it in various ways … and that fucking hurts. But they understood their mistake when they saw how hard it was on me physically to be placed in situations where “activity” was high & they saw the consequences. Two of them remain friends today because …

1. He grew up in a Christian household, and truly didn’t believe that whatever I have was real and was genuinely curious he’s never placed me in that position again, so I forgave him.

2. My female, best friend had an entity in her home and it was messing with her daughter. She didn’t tell me about that. She just invited me over and as I walked up the stairs, I felt this feeling of pure evil, and I knew before I even got to the top of the stairs what I was about to face, but I had to stop and prepare myself. That house had some serious damage in it, and I did take on something horrific and that house, and it took me years to extricate myself from it. But it a teenage girl from going through the same hell that I did so it was worth it.

Everything is made of energy. Even humans are just energy. And we can spread as far and as wide as we want to if we choose.

as of now, we know, one thing about humanity we all live, and we all die. Eventually. You could say that souls come back and relive the life on earth if they want you could say that souls travel onto another realm you could say that some of us are angels walking on earth you could say that people like me are just early, but that’s not even true …

Every human has the ability to see what I see it’s just we’ve been dimmed down to it.

I personally have a theory that those in the 27 club were like me … could see in all timelines and they just couldn’t handle it because they knew what was coming …

I think anyone like me has had their own #addiction

Maybe I’m wrong, but we all try to live the best life. We can doing the best we can, and it comes out in various ways. Some of us choose to work out all the time some of us choose to run some of us shoes, drugs …. Addictions can be good but balance is always needed.

I once wrote how maybe I’m just a blind cave fish and there’s others like me on the Earth the blind K fish have learned to live and they don’t even have eyes anymore because they have this internal system that can reach out and fill everything in there, but the problem is if you throw a fish in there, it throws the entire balance off so I’ve always felt like I was a fish on earth with a bunch of seeing fish … hence my struggles for so long

I’ve studied almost every religion. I could find I visited multiple countries, trying to explain why I am and what I’ve come to is this. Humans always human. it doesn’t matter what God chooses to follow or not it matters how we treat one another as humans if we can’t love one another just on the basis of being another human, then what’s the point of being here?

#Universal Well, that’s always a fun one isn’t it? 🤣🤣🤣

My entire life I’ve been able to astral project and to have dreams that weren’t really dreams. They were just another lifetime or another place. … (hence where I’ve been able to save lives etc)

Some call it lucid dreaming but to me I just assumed that’s how everyone dreamt finding out that wasn’t true changed me .

The 1984 Super Bowl commercial was the most vivid scariest vision of my life. It scared me so much because I knew all of it was true, and all of it was real but at that sage old, I couldn’t explain it. Not in a way to explain it to others around me. I just knew that the Apple computer was going to be well here we are. 🤣🤣🤣

So I raged against the Apple computer, and I refuse to learn on it. I chose to read books and I chose to stay as far from it as possible until they force-me to in school. Even then I stayed as far away from all computers as much as I could.

I chose to join the military because I saw the videos in 1992 of the people overseas and I felt at that time …. There was a song called voices that care … and I felt that there was no greater calling at that time in my life ….

But that could just be because I was a poor girl, who had intelligence, but knew her parents couldn’t pay for her college, and wouldn’t want to burden them with that . I didn’t feel it was right to get loans from the bank because I saw what debt did to those around me …

As a veteran, I do carry guilt, but it becomes less every day … why? Because I saw to make amends for the tragedies that the US committed on other soils. I’ve given to various charities to help immigrants. I’ve volunteered at places where immigrants have come in and help them. Not that anyone needs my help and the truth is I probably would’ve volunteered anyway because that’s what I’ve done my entire life. I’ve always chosen to fight for those that I feel I can help to those ID worthy, but that’s just my own ego speaking

Everyone is worthy all humanity is worthy. Everyone of us has the right to pursue good and love and universal truth how we each seek it is different for all of us.

OK this is gotten really long, so I’ll just say this

TLDR: 99% on Earthstar are in the same boat. The top one percent are literally killing us off we must unite, and we must man better from the one percent.

Surely this explains why I joke about @Jack all the time 🤣🤣🤣