#Realtalk ➡️ #NOSTRiches Do you have your own #CreationStory ? Original stories only please. #growNOSTR

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Yeah but like that's your opinion man

Exactly... that's what I'm asking.

I don't subscribe to any bible...

just keeping it transparent

KJV is like the worst one lol

My sentiments exactly ✊🏽

I like this. For clarity: do you mean how we believe #humanity was created? The #world or #universes? I’m not being sarcastic. It’s just there is already so much confusion & translation differences that I desire to answer the questions as posed & not assume I understand without confirmation. 😊🫂🫡

Yes! ALL 3 you # . I am curious about all of it, from anyone's perceptional reality.

Heard. Me too. It’s been a guiding force my entire life. TLDR AT BOTTOM I I won’t recheck this and check for typos or anything. I did speak most of it so if it makes sense great and if not, I’m not sorry I’m just trying to be who I am. #Love in all ways #ShineOn

I haven’t written it all down at least not at one time 🤣 As I’m on my phone I’ll put these as a reminder to speak my #truth directly.

#humanity #world #universe

So I grew up in the 80’s -90s and I’ve always been a total #weirdstr to most everyone around me. I had something that others around me didn’t: it has been called #shine by my aunt , #seer by some, #prophetic #visions etc …

Whatever one calls it is always goes back to just being who I am. #DNA has #Huichol blood, #black passing grandmother etc …

For whatever reason I’ve always been able to *see* what some couldn’t …

beyond the veil.

I’m getting off track the point is is that I always wanted to know why I was made like what was the point of having all these visions and being able to see things when even those closest to me would exploit it for their own use so I learned to quiet it, and I learned not to tell others that I could see things.

Unless it was something very important, like telling a friend not to go on that trip because I knew it wouldn’t be good for them and those closest to me learned to listen …

It’s hard to know when to interfere in others, lives, and allow them to live their own but whenever it’s involves saving of life, when I was younger, I would always choose to save that person’s life, but as I aged, I realized, is it really on me to do that I don’t know …

My best friends have tested me on it in various ways … and that fucking hurts. But they understood their mistake when they saw how hard it was on me physically to be placed in situations where “activity” was high & they saw the consequences. Two of them remain friends today because …

1. He grew up in a Christian household, and truly didn’t believe that whatever I have was real and was genuinely curious he’s never placed me in that position again, so I forgave him.

2. My female, best friend had an entity in her home and it was messing with her daughter. She didn’t tell me about that. She just invited me over and as I walked up the stairs, I felt this feeling of pure evil, and I knew before I even got to the top of the stairs what I was about to face, but I had to stop and prepare myself. That house had some serious damage in it, and I did take on something horrific and that house, and it took me years to extricate myself from it. But it a teenage girl from going through the same hell that I did so it was worth it.

Everything is made of energy. Even humans are just energy. And we can spread as far and as wide as we want to if we choose.

as of now, we know, one thing about humanity we all live, and we all die. Eventually. You could say that souls come back and relive the life on earth if they want you could say that souls travel onto another realm you could say that some of us are angels walking on earth you could say that people like me are just early, but that’s not even true …

Every human has the ability to see what I see it’s just we’ve been dimmed down to it.

I personally have a theory that those in the 27 club were like me … could see in all timelines and they just couldn’t handle it because they knew what was coming …

I think anyone like me has had their own #addiction

Maybe I’m wrong, but we all try to live the best life. We can doing the best we can, and it comes out in various ways. Some of us choose to work out all the time some of us choose to run some of us shoes, drugs …. Addictions can be good but balance is always needed.

I once wrote how maybe I’m just a blind cave fish and there’s others like me on the Earth the blind K fish have learned to live and they don’t even have eyes anymore because they have this internal system that can reach out and fill everything in there, but the problem is if you throw a fish in there, it throws the entire balance off so I’ve always felt like I was a fish on earth with a bunch of seeing fish … hence my struggles for so long

I’ve studied almost every religion. I could find I visited multiple countries, trying to explain why I am and what I’ve come to is this. Humans always human. it doesn’t matter what God chooses to follow or not it matters how we treat one another as humans if we can’t love one another just on the basis of being another human, then what’s the point of being here?

#Universal Well, that’s always a fun one isn’t it? 🤣🤣🤣

My entire life I’ve been able to astral project and to have dreams that weren’t really dreams. They were just another lifetime or another place. … (hence where I’ve been able to save lives etc)

Some call it lucid dreaming but to me I just assumed that’s how everyone dreamt finding out that wasn’t true changed me .

The 1984 Super Bowl commercial was the most vivid scariest vision of my life. It scared me so much because I knew all of it was true, and all of it was real but at that sage old, I couldn’t explain it. Not in a way to explain it to others around me. I just knew that the Apple computer was going to be well here we are. 🤣🤣🤣

So I raged against the Apple computer, and I refuse to learn on it. I chose to read books and I chose to stay as far from it as possible until they force-me to in school. Even then I stayed as far away from all computers as much as I could.

I chose to join the military because I saw the videos in 1992 of the people overseas and I felt at that time …. There was a song called voices that care … and I felt that there was no greater calling at that time in my life ….

But that could just be because I was a poor girl, who had intelligence, but knew her parents couldn’t pay for her college, and wouldn’t want to burden them with that . I didn’t feel it was right to get loans from the bank because I saw what debt did to those around me …

As a veteran, I do carry guilt, but it becomes less every day … why? Because I saw to make amends for the tragedies that the US committed on other soils. I’ve given to various charities to help immigrants. I’ve volunteered at places where immigrants have come in and help them. Not that anyone needs my help and the truth is I probably would’ve volunteered anyway because that’s what I’ve done my entire life. I’ve always chosen to fight for those that I feel I can help to those ID worthy, but that’s just my own ego speaking

Everyone is worthy all humanity is worthy. Everyone of us has the right to pursue good and love and universal truth how we each seek it is different for all of us.

OK this is gotten really long, so I’ll just say this

TLDR: 99% on Earthstar are in the same boat. The top one percent are literally killing us off we must unite, and we must man better from the one percent.

Surely this explains why I joke about @Jack all the time 🤣🤣🤣

Fireworks 💥 DEMAND better from the 1%

BTW, I think you need to check your Lightning wallet setup...I can't send you #Zaps

You don’t know the story of me and my wallet? 🤣🤣🤣 yeah … fair enough.

Oh there is a story?!

It all goes back to this: Jack Dorsey is my personal 1% to eat ( slowly ) cause he’s a snack 🤣🤣🤣

The other 99% can make their own choice but I’ll exploit him for all I can. 🫂🫂😭🙏😊🫡🥰🙌

This is awesome and heart felt... I will definitely respond to your words soon enough. This is an awesome level of vulnerability and authenticity...I APPRECIATE YOU. I can also relate with a lot of your words. 🫂

🫂🫂🫂 Understood. Appreciate you taking time to read as it was a lot. 😊🙌

I very much enjoyed reading it all. I'm very grateful for your sharing.

Yay. Me too. It’s good to meet those like us. 😊🫂🥰

Okay, you shared yours, now I have shared mine.

Healing myself & loving myself (and then all of #humankind) completely wasn’t enough.

I attempted to play the game of life by my own moral rules but there is too much trickery & sickness & it’s not on me to fix anyone else. Maybe my rules are #universal & maybe I’m wrong. 🤷🏻‍♀️ Never has been ANYONE’s right to control others: that was ego & human issues. That’s the answer, right.

In order to “win” I have to accept that there will always be a #war to fight. Yeah, no. I’m laying down all my weapons. Tired of fighting. Everything within me has been repeatedly broken #mental #spirit #physical

While I know I’m more than capable of winning any battle … cause my #history has proved it … my #heart just isn’t in it anymore. Others can choose to continue fighting. Maybe that makes me an easy target but I’ll die (this time) with #love for all of #humanity in my #soul

For me: that’s been the hardest most painful, yet beautiful lesson of this life.

✨🫂🥰💜🧡🥰🫂✨

"Protect your spirit, because we are in a place where spirits get eaten." #JohnTrudell

Whoever John was or is … so many have tried to eat my spirit … luckily for me I’m made of Phoenix Fire, my blood is literally cancer being Polycythemia Vera … so #PV to anyone that wants to come at me

If #cancer , a #stroke , my military service couldn’t kill me … there isn’t much that could eat me … at least nothing on this Earth is to ever be feared. Truly, I’m ready to go back to cosmic mediating full-time again. At least there, I can read all the vibrations & entities are real. 🤣🫂🥰😊

Your resilience is your existence ✊🏽🫶🏽🫂

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https://www.johntrudell.com/biography/

What many may not realise is, the words don't matter. The reason is very simple. Words are very poor transmitters of information. They can only point to truth, and truth can only be experienced. No thought is true. Only what you experience right now is truth. All else is fiction.

Even if you had a magic scribe jotting down every thought the apostles ever had, it still would not be their lived experience.

The bible points to truth. It is not truth. Most people don't truly get that.

I resonate with your words, and I appreciate your candor.

So I opened this note with a query of Creation Stories. I suppose I was attempting to get a feel for such a cornucopia of a topic of discussion. So, here is the creation story that I call my own.

My premise is based on one simple fact, within my own perceptional reality; which is that we are all responsible for the mosaic that we call Life on Earth.

This is how I see it, Everything started with a dot in a Cosmos that exists outside of the current Cosmos as we know it as Earthlings. Everything that we collectively know to exist was contained in this single Cosmic dot. I dont know how long we have been doing this, but I do know that we have been doing this thing called Life on Earth longer than our entire collected imaginations could create such a number to quantify how long we have been at this Cosmic Play. I'm talking beyond SHA256 for all the Mathmeticians and Programers reading this.

Eons ago at some moment, in one of the infinite epochs we were all living our best lives as these infinte beings without any traits that are currently known about human kind. We were all collectively just Beings being Beings, until some of us decided that there had to be more to the Cosmos of Infinity, so after much energetic deliberation amongst those of us that decided there was more to our entire existence we realized that each time we congregated our collective energy brought more into our existence on a 4th dimensional level, past present and future began to happen right before us. So, we kept meeting over and over until we collectively had enough energy to manifest the First Light of the Cosmos as we know it today, hence the first dot. The reason Creator is everywhere is because we are collectively part of that Great Mystery some people call G-d in thier own languages. Still, at this moment of infinity, we ourselves were not entirely manifest as the rest of the Cosmos that we have all had a part in its creation, and still we watched to see what the Great Mystery was going to do with its Time within Infinity, until it came to us; Our Divine Cosmic Egg had to break open ...

Our experiment, was to allow ourselves to forget our cosmic knowing, allowing ourselves to manifest into the slowest frequencies of light, we had to allow ourselves to become Souls, which opened the possibilities for us to be physically born on the One place that was created for all and any entity that wants to have an Earthly expirence they, we all, come to Earth for that. Earth is so energetically potent that even the Angels are only allowed to visit Earth once in thier entire existance, or else they risk being bound to Earth and succumb to the Marianas Trench that we call Human Emotions. There is esoteric truth to the words of Shakespeare, "All the world's a stage" which has a connection to the Astral Plane/Realm.

Our entire reason for doing all this was because we collectively realized that a better way to occupy space and time was through playing the most Cosmic Game we could have ever created for ourselves, the goal was to remember what we intentionally forgot. We are not these bodies, we are the Soul, and also so much more than the Soul, more than the Higher Self, we in fact have a Higher Genius, and it is this Higher Genius that is esentially one degree of separation from Creator, The Great Mystery.

All that said, this is why some of us have different extra-ordinary traits or gifts that we have been able to remember on a Soul level, so thats why we all have the mosaic of intuition that we have, some of us are more connected as Empaths, while others are still doing their best not to get distracted by the many distractions that we know to be out here on Earth. To express it another way: We are the first Watchers before the Watchers from the Book of Enoch. The reason why some of us can sense more when it comes to the spirit world/non-perceptional reality/bardos/ is because we all come from the same source, some of us remember but most of us forgot, because that was point remember.

I digress with these words from Terence McKenna, "Time is the theater of G-d's becoming, but its also from the point of view of a higher dimensional manifold, a kind of fait accompli, and this is no contradiction, or if it is its all right because in these realms of higher ontology you're always asked to avoid closure, and hold the notion of a coincidencia positorum, a Union of Opposites. The thing is both what it is, and what it is not, and yet it somehow excapes contradiction."

We are on the same esoteric page/path, deprograming and unfolding our teleos--you are a great writer! I appreciate your clarity and knowledge base. Thank you for tagging me. 💞

Fantastic! I am grateful for connecting with you ✨️ and humbly excited that you resonate with my words. 🫂🫶🏽 #Zaps very much appreciated

Thank you for sharing 🫂

The ultimate purpose of this cosmic game is to remember what was intentionally forgotten. While humans have different gifts and traits, they originate from the same source, some remembering their origins more than others.

Yes, oh my, can we be bestties!? Circle

Yes or No 🫶🏽🤪

*circles yes* 😌😝🫂

Internally i am ecstaticly jumping for joy.