yeah, i changed my mind haha
kept thinking about it and concluded that the espresso is kinda ok, a bit dehydrating, but i had been also drinking red bull in recent days, which in the past i have found in some situations brings on the visual migraine
the migraine is eased off and my vision is converging much better now
just gonna be really careful... no artificial sweeteners and no energy drinks, just espresso, the odd whisky and soda and i'm gonna try get through one more day of no food with those new rules in place... i'm feeling a little keto this afternoon
that was the other thing, the red bull was also triggering something with my kidneys i think... and i'm pretty sure there is some connection between the kidneys, the peripheral neuropathy (as well as the vision problem also pain in my hands and feet, and the cramping) and i'm not doing so well at this new moon fast tbh, i kinda broke it a bit last night eating some goat cheese
anyhow, i guess it's all information, what i got from this was that Acesulfame-K is bad shit, super bad

https://pruitthealth.com/wellness-blog/blogid14
"Long term exposure to methylene chloride can cause nausea, headaches, mood problems, impairment of the liver and kidneys, problems with eyesight and possibly cancer. Acesulfame-K may contribute to hypoglycemia."
impairment of the liver and kidneys and eyesight problems
which they connect to methylene chloride (dichloromethane) - i assume it's a metabolite:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dichloromethane
nah, idk what the connection is - i guess maybe it's a solvent used in extracting it, but DCM is used for a lot of things, traces of that stuff is bad, but in the amounts i would expect from a fully dry food grade extract it's not gonna be that bad
and it looks like there has been zero real research and any stuff that talks about vision, liver and kidney problems is hard to find but perplexity found me some
https://www.perplexity.ai/search/acesulfame-k-and-vision-and-ki-HxYh5v46T7.r4JZbghcBmQ

there is strong indications that this stuff causes kidney damage, and i also had other things go on around the same time, like, severe reactions to maltodextrin, which i already had previously experienced that it caused me to pee a disturbingly dark brown color when i was given a drink containing it in prison back in 2014... again, this stuff also has been creeping into foods everywhere especially my favourite, potato chips, and i think there is good reason to suspect that this is all connected to the onset of the cramping problems as well
so it's probably no wonder that my health is dramatically improving from fasting and eating primarily beef mince in recent months
this vision problem slammed me pretty hard this morning though