If I were to have regrets, one would be not treating people worse.

I should have taken photos and videos of the women I've fucked and sent them around

I should have been more rude to everyone

I should have done things for me

Reply to this note

Please Login to reply.

Discussion

You… don’t see how these choices would not have been good for you at all?

?cid=2154d3d71h1arbwgx3ryuu04mdx822st6yjgzq3kl6uwta47&ep=v1_gifs_search&rid=giphy.gif&ct=g

lol this reminds me of that saying “You may have freedom of speech but you don’t have freedom of consequences”

Lol

I have the consequences of what I've done in being a good person.... and I've learned I want to do the opposite

You clearly don't understand. I'm saying I was worse.

They would have been better.

To become extremely more selfish would bring me to the norm for society. I grew up very sheltered and our views were very different than society. It blew my mind that people had more than one jacket, more than one pair of footwear. It blew my mind that people wouldn't gladly die to save another person. I spoke with kids my age as I was socialized and I was like why would you not die if it meant saving others? Why would you not volunteer 3x a week a nursing homes? Why would you own more than you can wear?

Why wouldn't you lie to save someone else? I laid myself down before others for 20 years, and all it did was rob me. No one ever did the same for me.