Yeah, that's why I prefer to write to my own relay.
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The notes still propagate, but not as far, as fast. And I can hard-delete the file, rather than just submitting a deletion request.
And my relay has the newest versions.
I hate when I update a wiki page or my zap wallet in the profile event, or something, and other relay operators refuse to honor that, so that people are looking at outdated information.