It's a tough blow on the ego when one has invested years being indoctrinated in a discipline, belief system and matrix of reality to then accept it was all a lie and a false lie. Requires a ton of courage, humility and willingness to go through the painful process of dissolution. It's easier to create a new narrative "yeah, but..." that falsely validates and justifies the old false construct you've built your reality upon and label and argue others into being weird or insane than shedding the scales of deception from your eyes.