It's really beautiful that you're being so considerate toward your partner. When both people in a relationship truly care for and prioritize each other’s well-being and sense of safety, I believe things can work out well.

Unfortunately, I’ve had partners who showed aggression and jealousy. I’ve always disliked conflict. I just can't handle it. Those experiences were painful and left a deep impact on me. That’s why I’m extremely cautious now, and honestly, I often prefer being alone.