I'm posting this as a slightly different reaction. My default reaction is to push back. This is part of the disagreeable nature. I've been testier today, maybe even for a few days. Just generally going harder at things that I would normally ignore, brush off, glide on by. -chillstr!

That's ok. I can accept these actions as my own, but there is a rawness to them that may indicate some form of psychological or spiritual pain.

I'll dig into this a little more - there is opportunity here, to channel these reactions into something positive.