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I'm posting this as a slightly different reaction. My default reaction is to push back. This is part of the disagreeable nature. I've been testier today, maybe even for a few days. Just generally going harder at things that I would normally ignore, brush off, glide on by. -chillstr!

That's ok. I can accept these actions as my own, but there is a rawness to them that may indicate some form of psychological or spiritual pain.

I'll dig into this a little more - there is opportunity here, to channel these reactions into something positive.

Bohemia 1y ago

Ah, i see. Great that you are aware -- maybe a truth or lil nuggest of wisdom will become evident. Responding and not reacting is such a skill, especially when pressured by pain of any type. Seems like refining that skill alone is a worthy outcome, albeit an annoying one.

I have been in physical pain for 48 hours. Had a hella migraine seemingly out of nowhere then just achy since. Granted, i ate a lot of cream cheese brioche bread this weekend and we both know i am likely the creator of my own crisis lolcry haha

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Bohemia 1y ago

I would love to blame it on a thinning veil or wacky planet or lunar eclipse tho 🫠

Sedj 1y ago

Of course. More likely lunar position. I believe my emotions cycle throughout the lunar month, and may well cycle on other longer schedules as well. I am not immune to emotional cycling because of gender.

Sedj 1y ago

Stay strong. Physical pain often has a physical cause, but can still be rooted in emotion.