Been this way for weeks now.

Tf a nap going to do?

I need permanent sleep.

Fuck this world and the people in it.

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nah bro... just take a deep breath.

those other people are not worth it.

at times like this you may have to get harsh with your usual self and his expectations from others and this world...

faith and prayer are always there my man... use them.

*30 deep breaths

also go run outside until you collapse.

We still believe in you bro you got this. We all go through tough times. You’ll get through it. Focus on your health nothing else matters.

true... most money in the world + ill health = shite

if ever i can remember to be grateful for working organs, legs, fingers and toes, a face, arms to speak of etc.... while in the midst of a downspell, and I kneel down and give thanks for all of those many things that money can never buy, it seems to help quite a bit in centering the locus of control between self and God rather than being whipped around by perceived shortcomings of other people...

Yes and remember to give ourselves some grace for our mistakes, shortcomings and misfortunes we are all imperfect after all.

Thanks but I can't afford health either.

If you wanna pay to have my rotting wisdom teeth surgery done or the $10k I owe in medical debt for having pericarditis, without getting the vaccines...

Feel free...

I can't even afford to eat fucking food....

Yall wouldn't understand.

I just need to not be here anymore.

I'm a waste of oxygen.

I am praying for you that you will find something helpful. Ask some of those you know for some help, even if they have not been willing before maybe their hearts will be softened in a time of need. I have been there, and I know it's hard when you just cant make ends meet.

You are worth it