🫂 That's pretty much exactly where I was stuck. I was trying to do too much too fast. Life around me was also chaotic... very ill friend, work concerns, etc. I felt awful that I couldn't help, and fix, and learn, and grow, and... just maintain. I needed to slow down, screw around, and just be for a little bit. Taking some time to evaluate my goals & realizing that my efforts had not been wasted was refreshing. It's a little easier to forgive yourself after you step back from the situation for a bit.
It's funny, it's not like I'm green to living but some things require constant or at least repeated practice. 💜