I'm resistant, but not completely immune to gangstalking, social manipulation, etc.

It has impacted me enough that my memory is less reliable than it should be. I was just talking to one npub I remember doing something the record shows they pretty much definitely didn't do, and I remember one other time this happened with another npub. I can't keep track of all thenpubs I encounter.

I have to try to start documenting exactly why I have a problem with anyone, and questioning my own memory more. I should try not to judge any internet people for something I remember without proof, except perhaps the most specific, vivid, important memories.

Hopefully I can at least remember this.

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I think that you seriously need help, I mean this with fullest sincerety and respect. But if you truly believe this stuff and can't remember if find proof there may be an issue.

I have needed help for a long time, but people mostly refuse to help me.

For example, your words are probably meant to gaslight me by implying I need a paid psychologist, when you could actually be helping me with some of the related things I've been trying to get help with, like making nostr:npub12vkcxr0luzwp8e673v29eqjhrr7p9vqq8asav85swaepclllj09sylpugg fix their "advanced" search.

Anyway no, it's not that I believe something I remember, it's that I remember something I believe isn't true - I believe the memory is incorrect, as human memories can be.