a means of control, forced colonization, forced domesticity, forced civilization

once diagnosed a monster on record, your social position is so precarious

forever can this weaponized against you

and whenever you, the monster, speak of abuse, neglect, betrayal, lack of care, failures in the system, failures interpersonally

you get told:

well, they were scared

you made them uncomfortable

of course they were frightened

you are dangerous

they had to distance

for their own safety they had to do this

they were centering themselves

they were worried about drowning too